So my life is changing, evolving, moving forward at such a rate that I have been neglect in my journaling and socializing as I struggle to get a foothold in this new life style that I have set loose. I am working in a job that is… well it’s just silly really, but it pays the bills and creates a longing in my heart for better things. Perhaps this ( Read more... )

Wow, I have not made an entry in a long time. My unemployment ended last week, and with it’s demise all my anxiety seems to melted away. A couple months on the dole cleaned out my savings and created more daily stress then I had anticipated. I found myself depressed, in limbo and then my desire to work on my writing stalled out (which I found very ( Read more... )

My body is sore, but my spirits are high, I spent the past few days laying wood floors and my nights studying Photo shop and adobe illustrator. I am also squeezing in dad time, exercise, writing and quality time with the most amazing woman in the world. I am happy but pooped. I wanted to just lay down and sleep after I tucked the Bug in tonight ( Read more... )

The first week of unemployment snuck bye and I seem to have survived just fine. I am most proud with myself for dodging the depression that I feared that would immediately follow being laid off. I am broke but far from poor, next week is Bugs summer break and although we suffer from lack of cash I know we will get the most out of the week. When I ( Read more... )

A sad fact was brought to the Bugs and my attention over the weekend, Henna infected hair is not welcome in a hot tub. The Bug re-evaluated and decided that cool hair is not worth her hot tub privileges. So instead we bought this ( Read more... )

Things seem to be settling nicely. My good friend has been put in the ground his wife has been taken care of and registered for SSI. I got a few days to mourn my friends passing and now am getting back on track. I started back on the healthy eating and exercise program, step one I shaved. I thought it a good idea to get a good look at the chubby ( Read more... )

My birthday celebration was lovely! Just seeing all my loved ones come together for something other then a death this week was the best gift I could dream of. And of course the Bug getting up to belly dance made all the crap of the past few weeks just seem to dissolve away for the night.
Thanks too every one who made it!

I asked for change this Year, it would appear that upon hearing my request the Fates agreed change was indeed a good idea, then promptly pushed me down the stairs. I spent the beginning of the new year in bed sick with a nasty flu/cold reflecting on my place in the world. Once my body healed I got a call that a dear friend of mine had started his ( Read more... )

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The days keeping progressing in velocity, is this what it means to be middle aged? I just can’t seem to catch my footing. I just have been so focused on work and the holiday that I have written almost nothing. Even sitting and doing random doodles or blog entries have been put on hold. On the bright side the house is clean the holiday shopping is ( Read more... )