been smoking all day. pretty good day im saying. im not going to think bout the whole d thing till it happens bc shitb could change at anything or stay the same... so yea

well he calls and the keys are no where to be found im livid hes not happpy text me an hour later saying something stupid he always says then goes into hes still in love with his ex and we cant keep doing this unless its a sex thing when an hour ago things were perfect. then he calls me and tells me i told u not to fall in love with me. fuck he ( Read more... )

im so tired im ready for bed but im sure hes going to call and i want to see him but at the same time i kinda want to go to sleep. i think its from smoking gay reggs i hate reggs and im so glad i stick with crip holly hell reggs taste like shit dont get me as high gives me headaches. bump reggs for real haha trying to stay up...

its been a nice day at alissas but dont kno how im getting home damn bestie hahahahaha still have a headache two days in a row

i dont want to do jack shit but at the same time i sure fucking do want to do shit. idk i think ima go to sleep. idk what im feeling or thinking but ik that i need pot and have to wait. the ticket wont come for a month idk how mad shes going to be but i hope not that mad. i felt like ba stalker today being so close to him for so long i wish that ib ( Read more... )

so ate some veggies like 4 diff kinds im proude of myself. hahaha i kinda wish i didnt have all the thoughts i have i need to stay on track haha

so last night hung out with josh and alisha was super fun i of course was fed up. lol the thoughts that go threw my head man idk what to do to stop them or slow them down so i can make since of them haha wow. going to meet alishas family today should be fun.

so cait love and steamer love showed up tonight and oh man i most deff feel less bad about my bday and i love them it was thebest for them t just show up! i love it got josh smoked pot went and drank. fun stuff i miss them. why am i so done like ahh im going to do dumb shit and i ca8t help it

well went and saw him had to it was important to our relationship. and as coming to the light to stop and turn right a flash happened and idk if that means i didnt stop in timeb or what but im freaking ill have to pay for it and chances are the keys wont be avalible anymore. so i told her i did take the car but it was an emergency and ik she knos i ( Read more... )

please oh please let everything workout and let me see him and be safe. if i dont see him well have probs he made it a point to say how we never see each other but if he calld me earlier i would be ableb to see him. love that boy