i have a crazy life odd relationships that dont really make since. i have no life. idk whts happened to be like the is but i dont like it. i need a change now...

really trying to keep my mind clear of thoughts i dont want to think bout bc if i do they will be feelings on top of thoughts.... why did he kiss me? thats all i want to kno right now and how would things get messed up? im lost and i dont want to be. D has calld me pretty much every night this week but so late why is he callin so late if he wants ( Read more... )

idk anymore what am i doing idk any. how do i feel what am i feeling what happening?

i feel so alone latly. i have no one to talk to anymore i dont hang out with anyone i sit around and just wait to hear from D. i wish he had a phone that i could text him and randomly telling him i miss him or i love him or just tell him something i love about him. and i wish i could see him whenever i wanted to i wish i was able to drive the car ( Read more... )

so keith left in the am and it sucks... i wish he wouldnt have left... it sucks having ur best frined who u are always with leaves...ahhh i hate being alone this sucks i dont even want to go to sleep without him being there... i dont want to have to wake up and him not be there.... i hate this so much ( Read more... )

so deff has been forever since i wrote on this beast!!! like almost a year no fuckin joke.... everyone is on myspace now and no one uses this anymore ( Read more... )

yes so... idk what going on really... im not sure whos feeling what...i swear i dont kno what to do...i dont kno how i feel n i just dont kno what to do what to think i dont even kno if we're on 2 different pages... idk but yea......
ITS LIKE OHHHHH!

well yea idk im real bored tonight thats b/c its wensday... worse day of the week nothing on tv... was having a nice chat with jared but that loser left... oh well then gay joe but hes gay so what can i say lol... lmoa haha.. so yea gonna go watch tv im thinkin or read harr potter or even do my spanish i have to memoriez a poem!!! so yea u kno call ( Read more... )

yo people!!! well u kno kinda bored so just writing in this baby that i never write in anymore b/c im such a myspace whore lol well u kno call a homie... 386-882-4817...love yus all
♥cody

so yea today is aprils b-day so happy birthday to u babes... even though right now ur having a bit of trouble i HOPE i see u guys asap...dang yo so yea weird mood but i think it would have something to do with im gonna see some of my peoples again which is gonna be live heaven... just wish u were there shower buddy... well u kno i love yus like wow ( Read more... )