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i know i cant say things to him, so ill say things here, because its better than nothing. and im just tired. im really tired. i want it to be back the way it was, and i want to be able to say were okay. and its not. i cant come to terms with things. he just had to say it, had to bring up the whole breakup and throw in the "i love you" bullshit all ( Read more... )

im tired of having to plan things. im not a planning person, i dont like having to decide things, and i dont like having to drive everyone everywhere. not because im cheap, but because im lazy. so, planning for the movies has gone shitty, i wanted it to be a small amount of people, and of course everyone has to bring everyone else, and no one has a ( Read more... )

i dont want to admit it, but i still feel bad. and i still want him to come back. and im still waiting. and i dont know why. i dont know why im putting myself in this position. why im leaving myself out there, when hes gone. we fight, about the dumbest of things. its been over. but we still fight, and i still come back. and i dont need him to tell ( Read more... )

la française langue déteste moi........ ugh.

marching season again... yup yup. where else do you spend 55 hours a week sweating to death alongside of 300 people you love more than life?

keys until sunday night, ill take pictures i guess. eh. bye!

which shift key does everyone use? left, right, or whichever on is closest?

real random, if anyone wants to me my myspace friend i would love you, me and my ex. are having a who-can-get-more-buddies contest... im losing. id love you!! leave a link as a comment.

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