today i got to get my wisdom teeth taken out, which was okay while they did it but after = not so fun. since i couldnt take myself home i got my trusty mommy to take me there and back here, which = huge mistake. before they put me to sleep they had one of those things that puffs up on my arm and i was supposed to stay clam but me and her found it ( Read more... )

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this morning i decided i was very bored. so i called up my good friend/ neighbor charles and the both of us decided to go to the mall. but i didnt have a car and we needed to wait an hour before we could leave, which wasnt a problem because it was only like 11 am. either way, this gave me time to wake up and such. so i turned on the radio and on ( Read more... )

ha, i make myself laugh. today has been really boring, went to windixie to get more ice, and sat around the house. at one point i decided to take a bath. i decided it would be my relaxing thing and every week from now on instead of a shower one night ill take a bath. i lit candles, even did the whole bubble thing, got undressed, got in the tub.. ( Read more... )

this morning im feeling a little differently than last night. just more relaxed and carefree about the whole situation. i think im a morning person. as the day goes on i usually tend to become more and more emotional. i have no clue why. i guess im one of those people who view everyday as a fully new day, nothing in relation to anything that ( Read more... )

today has been odd. woke up this morning and went swimming before the sun came up, which was nice, but i was really tired. then hung out with, well, if i told you about it, chances are you know. either way. i guess i kinda got let down. i really expected to talk a little bit more about it. we were both rather indirect. im not sure if i want to see ( Read more... )

i guess i am weak. i told him not to call, expecting him to figure he did enough damage already, and to just comply. but no, he says he WANTS to call. why? why would he want to call? is it because of my e-mail? did it make him feel bad? did it make him want to break me down again? i prepared all day, happy songs, happy thought, out of the house by ( Read more... )

i know ive already wasted some of youre friend pages today, but i just thought id update. as some of you may have noticed all of my once locked entries have gone public again. i see no reason to hide them, whats the point? why should i keep anything private anymore? i have nothing to lose, really. not to mention in starting to doubt anyone reads ( Read more... )

for now im hurt. for now im going to have to deal alone. for now im going to have to keep yelling at the pictures and keep talking to this box, because im not getting a call, and because im not getting a message. i dont know. that hurts. what happened to me? i still cant figure it out. i still cant find the right page, the one where everything went ( Read more... )

( and today i hung out with strangers )