Yesterday was a pretty weird day ( Read more... )

I hate holding my fucking tongue when I'm angry. I don't want to say something that I'll regret later, but at the same time they are things I KNOW are true (for me at least)... regardless of any angry/bitter bias I have during this period of time. I guess even if something is true, it's better not said sometimes - despite how much you desire to say ( Read more... )

I don't sleep anymore, but I don't believe it's the only reason for my fatigue ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm just sitting here bored once more. So I might as well type out what's on my mind rather than just letting it fester in my mind ( Read more... )

It's another weekend morning where I've woken up early, which is still shocking to me. I went to bed at about 2am and somehow I naturally woke up at about 10am. If this were a normal day, I would have slept until at least noon. The worst thing about it is that I didn't even sleep that well for the eight hours I was in bed... The night before last I ( Read more... )

I made a couple previously private entries, not private. So anyone interested can go investigate these previously hidden posts.

I don't think it makes a difference anymore if they can be read by people or not. No one is going to comment or care anyways... that actually really really depresses me, to the point where I may stop using this thing.

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Yeah, so this is a not private entry this time. I don't think anyone really pays attention to this thing anyways, but I have been making private entries lately... so it probably seems like I've made no entries at all. They're private just because I think some the information in there could possibly be harmful to me if it got out ( Read more... )

I still don't know if I should make my last entry public or not. I feel restricted and constrained by not... but at the same time it feels a little bit healthier to actually keep it private. I don't know, that's the problem I've been having lately - I can't make a decision about most things. I'm so conflicted it hurts me deep down inside ( Read more... )

It's a Friday night, I am sitting in my dorm room bored and depressed, which is typical for me ( Read more... )

Yeah, I have been bitter and depressed as fuck this week. I can't explain why really, but I haven't felt this bad in years. It's almost like a switch in my brain was turned and my mind has gone back to functioning in the same way it has in my depressed periods (years ago). Nothing really is out of place right now, everything is currently status quo ( Read more... )