got into purchase so that's where i'm going.

jamie pushed himself down the stairs and by the time he reached the third to last step he had forgotten why.

"you think you'd miss the kissing," jamie said.
he wanted to tuck his arms and legs into his chest. nose has a date with the floor

jamie held his head up on the kitchen table and showed gratitude to the hammer while the sun was rising, spilling its guts into the 4-paned window.

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james pours chocolate paint in his cereal every morning
james had to spit on the fogged up window just to see out

jamie stayed in the tub so long, his skin started slipping off the bone.

smile, she's on the ground.

i just sat on the flat hard-wood edge of the bed. Without a shirt, the cold air really went at my body. The bottoms of my feet were nearly stinging from the icy floor boards, but I was too busy watching the hairs on my arm stand on end then lay flat again as the air flowed over me. I wished I had a magnifying glass on hand, just to watch the ( Read more... )

so my mom basically said i can't go to marymount.

this is how you feel
bated breath and an ear to the floor
find yourself but fingers find electrical sockets
؟to brittle black or neon shining sign
flourescence is reassurance
the next wave comes
inwavesinwavesinwaves
washed over
soaking
lost to a spinning hotel staircase somewhere in between.

this is how you felt.
cutscene.