Hi my Sweetie....

Well, i suppose the very least i could do is write to you on Christmas, huh?  I've been really bad with writing to you - but Lord knows I talk enough to you.... It certainly doesn't seem like you're hearing me - but then again, who even knows if all of that is true anyway - maybe it is ashes to ashes kinda thing.....  I'm clueless ( Read more... )

 October 23, 2007

Hey Journal....Hey my Jeff,

It's been WAY too long since I've written here...  It's been difficult getting to your website lately - I'm chalking it up to that crappy awful day coming up soon.  November 7th - 3 friggan years???

No Hugs - No Smiles or Laughter from you - NO YOU...  no Senior year... no driver's license... no nothing ( Read more... )

Ok... well it's Monday - Stephen is home and we're chillin.... windy and gorgeous out and I got to thinking... scary thought...

we all know that jeff died - my only kid - seriously my first best friend - so yeah, he's gone... it's been 30 months - seems like yesterday

anyhow - i'm wondering if I've actually built up my walls so good, that that's why ( Read more... )

Well, seriously - holy crap - It’s June, 07 already.... Hilary is driving, Matt and Alex are in EUROPE!, Adam & Nik are chillin’ out in the UK and Honestly, I don’t know what’s going on with Graeme, but I hope he’s doing great!...

All of these are freakin’ awesome - u know - everyone getting older and seeing such adventures and doing the whole ( Read more... )

Hiya Kiddo - Well another Easter has come and gone... No easter egg hunt this year again... It was a rough one this year - the day before was the 7th and Sunday was the day you died and well... it all still sucks my Sweetie!...  I had so much to write down, but I decided today to Paste a reply to someone who sent me a letter - she was very well- ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow is the first of March... Yup - your birthday month... I remember when we’d declare it your Birthday week and then it somehow ended up your Birthday month!! Lolol

Ya know, I don’t even know where to start so I’m just letting my fingers type and see where I end up... but then again, supposedly you’re “around” me all the time and of ( Read more... )

Hey - Long time, no type.....I'm sorry about that - It's been BEYOND difficult getting to the website... All of the pictures and Memories just blow me away.....  (((Hugs)))

It's hard to put into words how I'm feeling - but let's just say that I'm so overwhelmed with the fact that it is yet ANOTHER Christmas that is coming that you won't be around ( Read more... )

Hiya Sweetie,

Well, it’s officially our favorite time of year!!!  I still like it... but now it’s just all messed up like everything else is... as I’m sure you know!!

I’m trying... I make sure I get outside at least once, but it’s more like 4 or 5 times... on the ATV, picking up trash, walking the driveway - playing with the dogs and watching ( Read more... )

Hey Luv,

It's so gorgeous out today... this week is forecast to be 80s and sunny with light breezes.... not too shabby for the beginning of Autumn.... but ya know - next week it will be 35 and frozen.... That's ok - i like it that way Better!!

This time of year is so difficult - oh please, all times of the year is difficult, but.... you know what ( Read more... )

Well, it has been way too long since I’ve written.... I think mostly because I figure if you’re hovering around or whatever, you’re seeing what’s going on and you’re either helping it along or holding me up or... who the hell knows..... here’s hoping!!

Today is September 7th... two more months to go until it’s 2 years since you died....  Two ( Read more... )