I went out on Thursday night and it was okay. The bar we went to had a special for the ladies, pay a dollar and drink whatever drink you want from 9-11. I drank a lot but "amazingly"...(I wonder why) I didn't get drunk. But who can complain about $1. We then went to another bar and it was a lot cooler, and I don't mean "cool" I mean less hot. ( Read more... )

I swear...this really sucks...how can I enjoy my life if I am always stuck here every single night doing absolutely nothing. It isn't like I can just go out either...when you have children it makes it super difficult to just "do stuff". I am going out tommorrow but if feels as though tomorrow will never come. I am so excited. I don't think I ( Read more... )

Saturday night I went out with Christy, Josh (her husband), and my husband James. I drank so much that night but I was still standing so I guess I wasn't that bad off. I love dancing and being the center of attention. I also like to just watch how others dance. It is amazing to me how many people can't dance. When I am out there it is "me ( Read more... )

I am so bored. I want to go out, but there is no one that wants to go out. I have never been one to just go out by myself. I am ready to go back to work. It sucks sitting at home all the time. Not that I like work either. I have two more weeks of the same old same old. I am so sick of not having any money. I wish I had an enormous amount of ( Read more... )

I waited until now to write. I wanted to be sure no one would call before I wrote. I was waiting to hear from someone in my family. You see, yesterday was my birthday. I know it isn't a big deal to most people but it is to me. I turned 22 and still I feel as though that my own mother could have called. She could have sent an email. My ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me....22 yah how exciting...not...who really cares after you hit 21...there is no age I am looking forward to now. But I guess I am officially in my twenties. Ha. So Old yet so many years left...

Tonight was really fun. I finally have someone I can talk to. Her name is Christy. We have a lot in common even though we are from different places. She has the same job as me and we share the same mentalities on things. She gives me motivation. I actually want to do things now that she is in my life. My husband was having to do everything ( Read more... )

I have been sick all day but things still went well. I have really enjoyed spending some needed time with James. He and I laid on the couch and watched T.V. It is amazing how things so simple can be so great.

My family is sick. I wanted to go out tonight and party. Guess not. James went to bed at 8pm. No fault of his. Just sucks. Now I am going to have to wait another week before I get to go out again. James and I are having a better day today than we did yesterday. After taking a shower I noticed written on the mirror were the words "I (heart) ( Read more... )

I guess I should start off by saying, it has been a long time for me to write here. Since my last entry I have had two beautiful girls that are 10mos apart. My brother Jim is living with us, and James and I are doing fine. Marriage is definitely hard. It is hard to need so much from a person who seems to only give 50%. I want a man who is there ( Read more... )