so I thought I only still had this thing for a stupid reason so I deleted it....but then I kept wanting to write in it and not for the stupid reason ...so it was deleted for pretty much less than a week ( Read more... )

do you remember that feeling? maybe you've had it. That feeling of disorientation and confusion, of not knowing exactly where you are or how you got there. You probably had it first when you were little. You slept over at a friends house and woke up in unfamiliar territory and that confusion or slight panic depending on how dramatic a kid you were ( Read more... )

so if you watch the "meet your meat " video on peta.org ...you'll cry and be insanly pissed off and not know what to do with yourself for a few hours and probably never eat meat again .

nausia heartburn indigestion upset stomach diarrhea ...nausia heartburn indigestion upset stomach diahrea ( Read more... )

I turn it up while you're gone

its all i've got when you're in my head and you're in my head

so I need it

.....such a good concert...

wow theres a community for people who dye their hair ...to discuss hair dying and give compliments ...jeez the world is boring sometimes ( Read more... )

week not in ontario with dad day 1 ....says his flight gets in at 2 ....oh wait now its 4 and he'll be home around dinner time...he'll bring pizza ....oh its 8 and hes coming to pick me up , we're going to a party ....they have food there ....and booze apparently...plus i'm pretty sure hes coming from this party and not from the airport ....yup, he ( Read more... )

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Ontario is soon but I'm not going this year.which is gonna be stupid and hard. I kind of hope my dad is out of town that week so that I can just be alone. which is so entirly wrong and selfish. but so are alot of the things I think so whatever ...if i voice them and then admit that they are wrong and selfish maybe that cancels something out... ( Read more... )

so frogstone fired me last night for not smiling enough ...that was seriously her reason ...I'm hardworking ...but I don't smile enough...I really wish I had done something cool to get fired like thrown eggs or frogs or poured coffee down the shirt of the bitchy hostess that I always had to work with...I've never been fired from somewhere before ( Read more... )