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--well on thursday i went over tianna's and hung out with her and alex and well that was fun since i was having fun i guess u could say lol. oo and to add to it..i had some fun like always talking to josh online lol.. you doofus ( look joshua your in here lol) lol. then this morning me and tianna spent the morning doing nothing exept for her doing ( Read more... )

today was great! i had kaitlin sleep over last night since i was in a really bad mood and i felt i needed a friend and she was someone who i knew wasn't busy and who i could stay the night. but anyways. today consisted of hanging out with kaitlin at first then she had to go home while we were getting ready to go swimming with her and kyle and like ( Read more... )

lets see where i should start lol?

out of fucking school.. wooohooo!!!

-ive been hanging out with tianna lot with her boyfriend (alex) and ( Read more... )

well than, its been all fun, since ive been gone i had madd fun, and coming back here i thought i'd be all gloomy again and shit, but i have been having fun besides the not sleeping thing lol. i have been doing really good ( Read more... )

--well im back home, and wow did i have a fucking blast ( Read more... )

alright, new plan...once again.. yes i know i keep changing my plans and i will until i find something that actually works.
new plan::
-keep everything as positive as i can
-lie to myself to keep myself on the positive side
-move on no matter how much i ( Read more... )

felt like putting music that i have been listening to lately.. and jim has been getting me stuck on these few songs. lol.

--Let me breathe ( Read more... )

so tired now..so exhausted. so sick and tired of the bullshit im getting pulled through. yes life sucks, yes life is hell...but how long do i honestly need to get tortured???? is there actually any hope for me to heal..for me to move on from the hell that i was slapped with. i thought the people i loved the most, i thought the people i considered ( Read more... )