When I was little, I froze around boys.  Boys weren't like me.  I couldn't be friends with a boy.  Boys were different and scary.  It was much easier to talk to other girls.

Now boys are the only ones I can talk to.  Well, that's not true.  A lot of my older good friends are girls, but as far as making new friends, I can only seem to talk to boys ( Read more... )

I yelled at Kyle yesterday. I told him to shut up, because he didn't know anything. It was really mean. Now I feel really bad, and I don't know what to do. I was really annoying yesterday, because all I did was mope and be grumpy... :-\

I think I know what I was concerned about in my last entry.  It's not that I don't luff my Poochie, but that I've become... normal... around him.  Now that we've been going out, I'm comfortable enough around him to just... be.  Yesterday I even noticed us having like, a conversation that wasn't forced.  I think that before I was very much worried ( Read more... )

Yeah... SO SO SO retarded.

Um... Well this is my journal and *almost* no one reads it, so I'm going to be totally honest.  You know how like... I was worried about whether I knew what love is or not...?  Wull...  I tink...  Maybe... I don't love Kyle?  :'(

Dis ish HORRIBLE.  ALL THAT TIME of me being like "oh I've got such a crush I think I'm in ( Read more... )

Wull lookie here.  New stuff.  New colors.  New background.

Took me quite a while, it did!

And it's still not as nice as many people's.

But I like it okay.

It's refreshing.

^_^

So... what was I gonna say?

Oh yeah.

So, I'm like, all... disgusted by my acne right now.  It's been worse before... like much worse... but it was okay for a little while, and now it seems to be getting bad again.  So I was looking up treatments again.  I visited acne.org while I was looking for product reviews.  It looks like it might work.  I've ( Read more... )

Things seemed so swell.  And now I'm all confused and such.

Um.  First I'll talk about the easier stuff.  School.  For school, I don't get to take CISCO.  :(  So now I'm nervous about going to Cienega.  CISCO was what made me not care about switching.  New school, new friends, new start...  all worth it to finally take CISCO.  And now they've ( Read more... )

I watched Peter Pan yesterday.  The newer one that's not a cartoon.  With that one girl... with the hair... as Wendy.  And the scary mermaids...  Yeah.  Anyway.  I was watching it and Peter was giving Wendy a "kiss" and it was very cute, because it was really an acorn.  And it ended up saving her life and... the whole movie is very cute.  Even ( Read more... )

You see these stereotypical movies with the teenage girl or... women in general I guess... And they're all like, "He said he loves me!" about their boyfriend and excited and whatnot. I used to think those were dumb. So he said he loves you, big deal. If you're going out, isn't that kind of assumed? Don't you say it all the time ( Read more... )

Tee hee hee. A little crazy... I've been spending so much time with Kyle that I can't handle a day without him. I feel silly for that ( Read more... )