ooook have to go revise psychology for the mock tomorrow but just wanted to say ( Read more... )

i had two really vivid dreams last night. 1st was just weird random stuff... to get into 'my' room had to kind of cross all these holes in the floor and crawl round and stuff. and i had to go shave my legs because we were going swimming but didnt want anyone to know i was doing that?! wtf. dread to think what freud would read into that. anyway, 2nd ( Read more... )

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all true, all true... thanks liz ^_^

haha wow had such a cool weekend... im gonna die soon but never mindy! its all good...so yeah, friday finished college about 1.30 and headed straight down to the hob to meet george and liz ^_^ who's lovely, come down again soon!! so we sat there for ages drinking chatting and smoking til about fourish when we left... and headed for the offie... but ( Read more... )

ok depressive rant over, will be deleted tomorrow when i can be arsed... but GEORGE that guy i was talking to you about... he said 'TAKE IT EASY' when we said goodbye. that's like chris' PHRASE... seriously its just SO fucking parallel!! after everything i said to you yesterday... now do you understand why i find this so fucked up yet funny?!?!?! ( Read more... )

i really dont feel like i deal with anything at the moment. i feel stupid, i feel childish, i feel like im going completely fucking... EUGH god i am SO... i dont even know :( every single fucking time i feel happy i KNOW that within a few hours i will be miserable as fuck and i cant take this its so stupid. and PATHETIC how FUCKING PATHETIC what is ( Read more... )

yay ljs back up... omg i didnt realise how sad my life was til i was sitting here without it working going 'oh this is so annoying.. oh :(' lol. i need a life?! anyway!! have to carry on with fucking work in a sec... have a chem retake tues and :'( eugh i SUCK and and its rubbish. and my music cw was due in fridya but i just ran away from my ( Read more... )

im tired.

god this is all so weird. i dont understand!! its just.. GRR. we can talk kind of casually with him always avoiding any bad 'issues' or anything remotely connected to 'us', and its just... blahh... its so weird. my emotions are flicking all over the place, i am trying to stay fine and move on and stuff coz you do have to, and i do know (as much as ( Read more... )