I think I would be the first to admit I struggle to put words to things and truly express the feelings behind things. And well I think one would get defensive when all the remarks received are the oh boohoo what a snob you are. Fuck, that was never how I intended things but damn it was how things got juped upon. In SAYing that peple werent ( Read more... )

The anxiety is too much. I feel incompetent. Nothing is good enough. I am freaking over things. I am pulled down all too readily. Ever so sensitive and triggered by the lsightest thing ( Read more... )

How to make a jen_tiggerpooh
Ingredients:

5 parts intelligence

5 parts ambition

1 part leadership
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add emotion to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
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LOOK OUT!
ïòðjenn is a radioactive squirrel!!
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I am not a happy camper. Fighting a really bad cold and it is winning. And i am getting a nice middle ear infection too, grrrr Currently i am sprawled on the basement floor, oh so comfy. Had to wait in line today for my meteropass which sucked because of the rain. Thankfully my lecture was out at 10 s the line wasnt too bad ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is Monday. I am rather scared about that. Mondays and I donot have a great track record this September. In fact, it is an awful track record.
So thankfully, this is the last Monday in September. It has to be better than the others. I jsut pray that it is (and I am far from religious...errrrrr)
One more rotten Monday and I think I will have a ( Read more... )

Fuck!
I just remebered, it is Talk like a Pirate day!!!!

Where the hell have I been? Sheesh, deserving of the plank!

Tomorrow is an intense and scary day. Even thinking about it I am getting restless. After a day in labs I head over to meet some psychiatrist at the school psych services. Very very scared. I dunno what is worse, the way things happened last week and 'having' to go ie being walked down there vs having it set and not knowing a damn thing about the ( Read more... )

well I showed up for my 2pm appointment with my disability counsellor/caseworker at the school. Seemed like thinsg were ok and then she dumped it on me, "I want to take you down to psychiatric services" CRAP!!!! I tried talking my way out of it and that didnt work so off to psych i got marched. It was brutal. Becky came in with me at first to let ( Read more... )

one of those frigging days ( Read more... )

apologies in advance, major migraine yapping dog i want to strangle in dark with sunglasses on ( Read more... )