oh I am so excited. Get up and take the bus to Toronto to then come back in the evening. Ugh! I hate buses but I guess if I want to get the stuff done at home before heading to school I have got to do it but it still sucks ( Read more... )

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thanks julie, really thanks alot. I was used by everyone in school and thought you my sole friend. Ha! What a farce.
I now know you are not a friend and never were. Fairweather accquatinship perhaps at best.
I think your lack of actions speak loud. They hurt every bit as much as those of others in past.
I now know you are not one to trust. Nor should ( Read more... )

So today I went ahead and contacted the Accessibility Services or whatever the heck they are called at UofT. So now I know what to expect there and left another message for my therapist saying what all they reqire etc etc. So annoying doing this both for UofT and Michener. It would make more sense if I could just do it at one of the schools ( Read more... )

urges are insanely strong since I got back from vacation. yay for seeing penguins but boo to these feelings. I think I am stressed and worried about school. Orientation starts on the 5th and I have to manage a mandatory BBQ at the college and then a formal dinner with the Faculty of Medicine staff and students. ARGH! (Not good things for recovering ( Read more... )

haha, better not let this out or I wont get across the border

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sleeping pill + tranq + nite cold stuff + cepacol = sleep (or so I hope)
perhaps I shoould add a nightcap to the equation

Right now I am sitting here nearly in tears. I feel like shit thanks to whatever bug I picked up at the Ontario Champs this past weekend and I havent slept and I am depressed as heck. I dont know if I really want to go on this trip or not. We are to leave 5am Friday and I just dont know. I hate the thought of going away when I do not have ( Read more... )

Summer is well underway. I have finished the competitive rowing season since I am not going to be in the country for the Royal Canadian Henley. So lots of time has been spent in the sun. And it has been rather hot, hence shorts and skirts and dare i say a couple dresses?!?!

But today as I peek down at my legs the regret comes flying up out of ( Read more... )

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✓ I miss somebody right now. ✓ I don't watch much TV these days. ✓ I own lots of books.  (too many to count) ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (at times I do) × I love to play video games.  (bah) × I've tried marijuana.  (yes, its the truth!!!) ✓ I've watched porn ( Read more... )