Began to get rid of things.

Started with a bag of old notes,

and lots of papers from highschool.

I had a LOT of angst back then.
Lots of unsent letters talking about how much life sucked and how bored i was.
It almost made me sad to read.
well, it really did for a minute.
I think because, knowing what I know now, it just makes me sad that i was that sad, ( Read more... )

it's just a little over a month before I leave for Nicaragua, and I feel as though I've suddenly hit a brick wall of reality.  Two years...leaving David... pain...hardship,..responsibility ( Read more... )

i often forget that not many people are up at 3 and 4 in the morning.

They were awake during the time i kept saying i should get up and do stuff and then didn't.

and I wonder why it gets lonely sometimes.....

i don't know how much of this dream i'm going to remember, but it was crazzeeez.  i had it last night and i just randomly remembered it ( Read more... )

I'm sorry if I sound rude, but how can Elizabeth Hasselbeck believe that she has a genuine view when she's constantly spewing out the same exact propaganda everyone sees in the McCain attack campaign adds??  Any topic on the election that's not attacking Obama or Biden, she brings up one of the attack components, to the point that I'm starting to ( Read more... )

Hello Congressman Chabot:

I am writing to you because I am concerned about the Bailout Plan that is going to be put forth to Congress.  I don’t know enough about the plan to have a definite yes or no opinion about it.  Also, I am not saying that the plan is bad just because it is coming from Bush.  However, it is the job/responsibility of a ( Read more... )

Before I was all heart, I was all hard and boney.

it's hard to fall in love,
to watch it leave,
to breathe through a cold winter's morning.
Sometimes it's hard to keep going.
but we do all these things.

--aryn h

"Tired of 'poetry,'
the child is wanting to smoke some weed.
Wanting to get 'outisde her head.'
But what goes wrong when she is thinking?"

It could be good news.
We could be making progress,
and even though i always thought
this could be something,
What i'm betting on is nothing.
'Cause that's all that i can handle now,
it's all i've got the heart for.

Soft ( Read more... )

Don't know if i've posted this before, but I'm throwing away the paper it's written on while trying to clean out my room and i want to make sure it's SOMEwhere.  I'm pretty sure i've typed it up before, but i don't feel like checking.... This is faster.  And not talking about it is even faster.

Them Voices

I didn't think it was safe outside my head.
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i am hungover.  at least in my stomach.  a feeling i have not had in a while, and surely do not miss ( Read more... )