That was a very negative entry. here are some positive things
1. I get away almost every weekend for at least one day to naragansett still. (Rain or shine)
2. I spend probably two days a week in putnam with my favorite people
3. I know what I want to be passionate about for the rest of my life..and am currently persuing that
4. I have a job interview ( Read more... )

life is happening ( Read more... )

I decided that i need to stop feeling sorry about myself...with this stupid situation and make the most of what I got ( Read more... )

pulire la pagina, il giorno luminoso<--- im thinking of making this my first tattoo. Its italian for clean page,sunnyday ( Read more... )

I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS ( Read more... )

Mindfulness is the aware, balanced acceptance of the present experience.
It isn't more complicated that that.
It is opening to or recieving the present moment, pleasant or unpleasant, just as it is,
without either clinging to it or rejecting it.

So what is happening around me...I cannot open my heart to anything...I am ( Read more... )

I miss the days when catching DOUG was my largest worry.

I talked to my recruiter today. he wants me to apply for the officer training program...:)!

 I feel like I am being judged on a regular basis for just being myself...so I might as well put it all out there...seeing as like I said im being judged anyways might as well be honest. ....what is on my mind this very instant.

Why am I even  doing this entry.....I think its because I just had an awesome conversation last night..and feel great ( Read more... )

Ive found myself in yet another scheme dedicated to surviving the adversity in my life.    Recently I have been going through quite a bit between my family, job, school, love life, and future ( Read more... )

recently I made arrangements to go to boston next week for my official Coast Guard testing ( Read more... )