Oh Livejounal ( Read more... )

My life has changed so much over the past few months. People have come into my life who I appreciate so much, and I have grown closer to the people that I love. Its really really interesting how I have been able to reconnect with my friends, who have been just really supportive of me becomming more comfertable with myself. And how I have been able ( Read more... )

I am afraid of failure
 

hmm. the world does indeed spin madly on.
                                         when ive let the madly go in my life
and discovered the truth....im not sure that i recognize the me i was 3 weeks ago...
Ive discovered a world inside my own without toxic people...i just found art, strength and peace...
but most importantly.....
a smile.

I am sitting in my 3 hour straight up lecture class, talking about Nazi germany and i come up with this

The tallest tree that cast the largest shadow
not frightening to a young boy searching for comfort among a judgemental population
his conflict of serving an ideal, a lavish bombardment of judgement,
Yet this tree grows and lives vicariously through ( Read more... )

 This weekend i had my first car accident. its minor my cars okay,,,and i am okay but it really even though it did not touch me physically hit me like metro north. I feel like I can finally breathe and that everything will be ok. I have been feeling so bad about myself lately...for one thing or another and its such a negative for me of all people ( Read more... )

I am sitting in my chair with M.I.A playing and construction workers outside of my window...at 7:46a.m did I go to Blarneys last night with my two roommates....yes. I have been waking up at the same time every morning. It may be the sun blaring through my window.....it may be the fact that I am no longer in my depressed little summertime. In fact, ( Read more... )

Days and days and days and days and days. now I move in sunday ( Read more... )

I am going back to school in a month ( Read more... )

to sum up an entire few months ( Read more... )