i know ive been neglectful to you lj ( Read more... )

life is just so....confusing sometimes.
      Today I feel pathetic
i dont want to talk to anyone about it, because I feel like the people closest to me are exhausted enough with their own problems.

well well well...Livejournal.......here I am....contemplating what to write on you about my life..I really do use you...I apologise.
                           pondering the appropriateness of the topics that are floating through my head
so today was a genuinely off kind of day.
                                  I mean considering my sleeping ( Read more... )

I think I am going to be sick:

• Because Ive driven to boston from willimantic twice in the past 3 days
• Because my parents are moving TODAY.
• Because I haven't slept more then 5 hours in 3 days.
• Because I am considering the Coast Guard reserve and just want to do it
• Because my sister is really sick...and I am disgustingly worried about it.

So yesterday after class I grab breakfast and get into a little tiff with my roommate. we get over it...and leave for BOSTON!!!!! I never got directions though lolol....so we kind of just winged it ( Read more... )

i can change. i always say it ( Read more... )

how about some tofu in that pad thai?

things are always complicated. 
                    today while shoveling mounds of snow...i realised the only person who can do the things you want the way you want them done is yourself. 
                     I feel geriatric in that conclusion....however, it is so true.....
on another note " its comlicated" ( Read more... )

So let me just state ( Read more... )

if romance is opening doors and giving each other your jacket when your cold...or getting a dozen roses ( Read more... )

When I make wishes sometimes I think I am selfish for wishing for something for me.
SO I  usually start with a ..." world peace"...or a " end all starvation"...or even a "find the cure for incurable diseases"...
and then mosey over to the " find true love..."..."new car".....

you know my secret.