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First night that I've stayed in a while:
"How about we fuck?"
"Maybe if I'm not too tired."
I'm too hot to be going through this again.
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Stop, Drop, and Have Some Confidence!
I told Elle about my week - and felt immediately awkward about a few new directions that I told her:
1. That I want my friends to get involved when someone is treating me poorly.
2. That I am ok with Cliff moving on.
3. That I still interpret actions of Wes's as "signs" that he is still interested in dating me.
I don't like 3 and would like to change ( Read more... ) -
Snapshot
Running through a series of montages, seeking depth, but too frightened to scratch below the surface. Running myself ragged trying to please you, suffering through anxiety and confused. Fears that you'll leave me for a stranger, choosing a blank canvas fresh and unknown over our canvas smeared over with so many shades of murky gray.
Finally, you are ( Read more... ) -
Ms. Ada Wong
Every reason you give yourself why you can’t, is an excuse. There are no exceptions, no unique situations. The stories we remember are of those who beat the odds, the stories that inspire us are of those who overcame. No one remembers the person who simply tried. Who do you want to be? -
I'm not settling
Trudy asked me if I knew what was up with a couple of depressing posts that Wes had put up on his wall over the weekend. This weekend was crazy busy, so I didn't catch them, but thought it was odd. I thought he was finally over her.
He hit me up at work, telling me it was too much to talk about, so I offered an ear whenever he felt it was ( Read more... ) -
Christmas is Coming!
Trudy Terra: question for you ( Read more... ) -
You're not letting go, if you're hanging on.
I’m going to bench our friendship for a while. I know that you will find your happiness; you’ve been my best friend and I’m happy that you are genuinely working toward the life that you want. I’d rather that you not respond.
I love you and will miss you, but Sam was right. Thank him for me. -
Now What?
Alright, so now that I'm single and not looking for companionship, I realized that I have a really limited list of things that I enjoy to do. My life has always been surrounded with necessities and activities that my companions like... or that I like to do with them... or things that we'd do to avoid the activities that the other liked that we didn ( Read more... ) -
Audrey
If I have a kid, I wonder what she/he will be like. I've always stopped myself from thinking about it past the desire to name her Madeline Audrey. First I was afraid of pregnancy, then I was curious, but felt guilty for all of the kids who need parents already.
Last week, I had lunch with Wes and told him about why I want to be a foster parent and ( Read more... )