you, you are nothing that comes easy to me. I thought I knew what I was doing this time, I thought I had it all figured out. maybe I dont, maybe I was wrong...

I have this thing that I do with people that I like, and I've done it again, but to you.
I dont know WHY I do it, but I do. I like you, then once I realize you like me too I wanna drift away! ( Read more... )

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today ( Read more... )

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myyself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere else to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And ( Read more... )

maybe ill just back out now.
i dont want you to hurt me.
i dont wanna fall too deep.
i just wanna forget about you.

=(

in one moment I have you, and in the next i dont.
you reach for me, i wait, and then reach back.
it gets so dark so quickly, and i cant seem to find you.
i dont wanna be without you...
part of me says to reach back, but another part just wants to let go.
take the easy way out, back down before it all becomes to much.
i try and hide.
I'll look down to hide ( Read more... )

im sitting in my halloween costume for work tomorrow.... a pumpkin, with the wood/leaf thing that goes on the head. haha. i have to wear this to work tomorrow, but yet im kinda excited.
alisha and i are supposed to get dressed up and walk around maybe trick or treat - probably not. maybe fear fest... i dunno.
i hope to go to william dunbar for ( Read more... )

you make my heart skip
just a little...

maybe it's something, maybe it's nothing

you're really lovely underneath it all

you.
you are something different.
willing to change little bits and pieces of you... for me.
why?
you take the extra step.
always thinking of me first.
the first to defend me.
so i say 'thanks' and i love you for it...

had the licks bbq last night!!!!
what better night than spending the evening with some of my favourite people in the world!!! <33
i wanna re- ( Read more... )

my stomach is in my throat.
i feel like im gonna throw up.
im shaking... and cant stop.

god where are you?
im calling, but you are nowhere to be reached...
help.