when i go to sleep tonight, promise you will be there with me.
i cant go to sleep "alone" tonight
she's scaring me, and wanna know you're there.
if a prayer is what will bring your comfort and presence, ill say one.
lord, i hope you're listening tonight...

im falling on my knees, offering all of me.

i hate my life i hate my life i hate my life i hate my life i hate my life i hate my life i hate my life, I HATE MY LIFE

lol, okay maybe not literally, but its so damn frusterating!!!!!
i HATE job searching. i never knew it was gonna be so hard.
got two job offers yesterday (dont know if i should take them) - more details later...

all i want is the ( Read more... )

ive come to notice that there are a lot of strange people that come into licks.
there are MANY characters that come in from day to day, but i think you grow to love them.
there is this one couple...

there is this elderly couple that come in regularyly.  the husband comes in pushing his wife in a wheel chair. the lady has one leg, and always looks very ( Read more... )

on monday i worked 10 hours, NO BREAK. i was exhausted, but still happy by the end of the day. today worked 9 hours, again NO break, but again, still happy.
i STILL dont know what it is about those people, but they still amaze me!
at the bbq on monday, i walk in, and cole goes, "you get to work with me today!!!!" and gives me a huge hug. LOOOOVE him ( Read more... )

today there was a free lunch for resonators. rebecca and i were in charge of getting the lunch ready and set up, and then after service we were to go into the sanctuary and recruit people to come to the lunch. so we went out. we were talking to carolyn, and i saw Krystin's mom. i waved and smiled at her, and she spoke a few words to me, but she was ( Read more... )

 ugh im so not in the mood for this right now. what the hell happened? i hate how people can change so quickly. im soooooo angry.

ugh just want this night to be OVER.

 good morning =)

i woke up just as upset as i did last night.
i dont even know what to say to you.
maybe im just realizing that you are the SAME as every other guy.
i dont deserve that, or you yourself.
you're just looking out for number 1!!!
- yourself

you come across as sweet, but i ALWAYS see the good in people. i even read over all of our old convos. ( Read more... )

today, it seemed like i travelled the WORLD ( Read more... )

 woke up & went to work today. everyone asked me why i wasnt at school ( Read more... )

this is the last night of summer.
high school & elementary school all start tomorrow, as well as some uni's.
its so weird to think that i should've been attending class at york tomorrow morning with the rest of the bunch, but ill be heading off to work instead. it was so weird going back to school shopping with my sisters, and not needing to buy ( Read more... )