great night. I don't think I've ever had so much fun. I love you guys. happy birthday frankie! can't wait 'til the 18th.
love.

It's amazing how much everything can change in just one year.

I wrote today during English. It felt so good. I'm debating putting it in here. we'll see. Gab and my mom are out for a while so it should be a nice night alone.

I'm so tired. sometimes I'm okay and I can joke around about it and whatever and sometimes I just wanna throw up over it. I'll never understand anything. I have so many questions that probably won't ever be answered. I just can't get my head around it. whatever. I went to Tara's today after practice. we had a good time. just like it used to be. we ( Read more... )

I guess this is the part where I say it's time for a change.

no matter what you say or said, did or do, I'll always feel like it was me that wasn't good enough for you.

k so last night while li and frankie were studying i updated but its friends only so read it guys, you'll see why. um k so this morning we got up at like 6 15 and I had global which was so easy. then we had bio which I suck at so that was miserable. Lisa picked me up at like 12 and we went to the commons. finally got that bag from le sportsac I ( Read more... )

woke up this morning and took a shower. waited for Li to call and she did around like 3ish. I was making a sandwich for me and Matt and my mom had just gotten outta the shower so I got here around 4 30 I guess. we helped her dad make pizza for dinner and now we're just sitting here watching I love the 90's. we have a delay tomorrow.

so I'm beginning to see a pattern. nothing seems to have changed in his mind but it's a completely different story for me. I don't know, I don't want to get into it but I'll just say it's all too familiar. so anyway, mom and Matt are leaving to drive him back to school really early Monday morning now instead of tomorrow cuz of the snow but whatever ( Read more... )

school was miserable. game sucked even more. fuckin all the way in Monticello. horrible. first my stupid ass tripped on the stairs on the way to the bathroom during halftime. that was fun, then I totally screwed up on one of the cheers. I was indeed the retard of the night. didnt get home until 10, had something to eat and now I'm watching friends ( Read more... )