i just suck. i've figured it out...i just do. i don't get it. why do i always hook up my friends...but never find anyone myself. what the hell is wrong with me? i dont get it. i just figured out i suck at life. i mean i didn't even pass my fucking audition...what is wrong. i don't even know. i need help like seriously. no one is right. everyone i ( Read more... )

URI really sucks sometimes. i mean the whole lets extend orientation for the entire school year. oh fuck me sideways. its so incredibly stupid. how many times in our lives can we get lectured about drugs and sex and stufff. they love to do it. i mean this is like the millionth lecture...and they say the same shit every time. just spent an hour ( Read more... )

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you havent experienced weirdness until you return to your old highschool band. today drove the 5 minutes to south kingston to see the EP Townie band. god do i miss them. like in that i miss you guys and love you to death but i'm kinda glad i'm not here. i mean i miss all my friends there sooooooooo much but i love college. hehe mr vars and mr ( Read more... )

ok, Danielle Owen is the dumbest person i know. there i said it. shes such a moron. get this shes not going to college so she can work 2 jobs to support her lazy ass, good for nothing sleezy slime cock sucking fucker of a boyfriend mike peters. (no anger present here) she dropped outta school before she even got here. and she never calls me anymore ( Read more... )

sometimes college life is so boring. today i did laundry...only had the theatre class in the morning...then practiced with Beth a little (shes my new buddy and shes gonna help me w/ my audition. shes crazy good) then did laundry. now gonna watch a movie. yay then marching band. thats fun. tomorrow is crazy. oh well

much much sadness. well, found out last night i didn't get into the music program at URI...it sucks big time. it took all. the strength in the world not to either A. tell my clarinet teacher on the other end to fuck off and then hang up on her. or B. break down in tears on the phone. (that was for afterwards). but i kept calm until i hung up the ( Read more... )

so...about the audition...well, didn't go too well.....i don't think. i was sooooooo incredibly`nervous i mean i havent slept normally since about June....then not only was my clarinet teacher there but Brian and these 2 other people...so i start to freak out. then i start .to play the Aria.....bad. very very bad. i mean i kept screwing up....i ( Read more... )

am happy to report that my internet is up and running again. stupid URI i mean becky's was all good and working but me, oh no. it was out for 5 days and then just randomly turns on today. whatever. met this really cute guy on sat.....oh yes. he's from JWU and he's one of my friend Heidi's friends. it was nice being squished in the front seat with ( Read more... )

well, classes are going ok. i mean sometimes, i'm just confused. like yesterday, i had music convocation. they just stuck us in an auditorium and this lady came on the stage and started playing the flute...she was really good though. and then this guy on the piano and this litle jazz group. it was cool.....but what do we do? Dr Lee is odd anyway. ( Read more... )