"I miss you" - me
"Okay" - you

Thanks for making me feel like I still have a meaningful place in your life. Why do I care anymore? I do not know. Why do I let it bother me anymore? Perhaps it's the memory of how close of friends we were. Or maybe I'm just stupid for being reminiscent. I suppose life goes on even without one of your best friends. I ( Read more... )

I wonder if you even miss me in the least... 

You wanna know what pisses me off? When you go to take a shower and you walk into the bathroom and your wonderful cousin has her stuff all staked out over the bathroom as if to claim her spot to take a shower whenever it is that she decides is good for her. I can't stand it. Seriously... If you were taking one right now, I wouldn't mind as much, ( Read more... )

 I hate my cousin sometimes.

 I'm gonna miss the times that you called me, just because you were bored or because you were walking somewhere by yourself, without me having to ask you to call me. I'm gonna miss you just talking to me yourself, you initiating conversation. I understand. I do. But it doesn't mean that I can't miss it. When are you gonna realize that I only expect ( Read more... )

It's already started... you don't realize, but it has. so, this is whats going to happen. instead of me trying to hold on with every fiber of my being, and trying to start conversations all the time, im just going to leave you alone... slowly and slowly, we wont talk anymore, because im not holding on.. i dont have it in me to fight anymore. i love ( Read more... )

If I lose a best friend out of this.... Atleast he is happy....

It's all I could ever hope for..

That's all I want to say, for now.

I don't know what to do anymore... My heart feels so torn... I can't decipher my feelings. Sometimes, I feel like I can move on from this situation and everything will be all right and I will be happy... But then there are times like now when I don't think I can get through this without being seriously hurt and devastated.. I am a weak person, I ( Read more... )

Have you ever wondered if you would just be better off not being friends with someone really close to you? Even though they are one of your best and closest friends ever and you don't know what you would do without them.... But that is the reason why you wonder... What would hurt more? Now... or later....? 

I really need to vent and get this stuff out. It's been awhile since I have written in here anyway..

So.. You have been gone for a week and a half now.. It seems like so much longer for me. Yes, I have still been having good times and am happy with hanging out with my  family and the friends I have left here. I love them and love seeing them. They ( Read more... )