Why can't I stop crying? I just want to stop... But I can't because I keep thinking about how I am not going to have you around anymore.. Everytime I think about it, it gets worst... I never realized just how much I have grown to love you till now.. It is quite intense, so much, it hurts.. Like badly. It bothers me that you aren't upset, just a ( Read more... )

I'm losing my friendship with you and I don't understand why. Just in the past few days, it seems like you have changed and don't really want me around. I don't understand what I have done.. Why are so mean to me all of a sudden. I just want things to be good between us... Like it was, just last week.. Why is it different now? Seriously.. You don't ( Read more... )

I just wanted to get this out and say it, as simple and to the point as it is...

I'm really sad right now.. But I don't feel like elaborating. Just needed to say it somewhere because I can't say it out loud. That's it. Good night.

Okay... I seriously need to take deep breaths right now. I really feel like exploding right now. I have to rant somewhere because I can't take this and there isn't anyone that I really think I can tell. Plus, I'm taking it out on my little brother and I need to get it out before I break down. And I refuse to let people know that this is bothering ( Read more... )

Lol.. So, yea, I got the job!!! Yey! I start next week. I am super excited. It only took me, like, 10 minutes and the guy was really nice. So, I am SO happy. Plus, it's only part time. I will still have time to hang out. I better. Yea, I'm going to have to work Saturday nights, but I should be fine. I'm not exactly sure how my schedule is going to ( Read more... )

So... I have my job interview today. Im rather nervous. I really need a job, so I hope I don't screw things up. Even though I have technically had two jobs before, I have never had to go through an interview. My dad gave me some advice and stuff since he conducts his own interviews, so I am kind of prepared. But I am still really nervous and scared ( Read more... )

I wish all of my feelings would just go away and disappear forever. I can never understand my feelings and I can never control them. It's no fair. Why doesn't anything ever work out for me? Why do I always have to let go of everyone I care about? I'm tired of having to move on and get over people. I don't want to do it anymore. When am I going to ( Read more... )

I feel like crap right now. Just when I am really happy and all that, I have a downfall. I don't understand it. I really was so happy this weekend and the past few days, I don't understand how my mood can fluctuate so greatly. Sometimes, I wish I was just emotionless. It would make my life so much easier. To not get upset over such stupid things, ( Read more... )

I'm feeling really happy right now and I don't quite know why.. Which is also wierd because I woke up with sore throat and stuff this morning.. And and I didn't get 8 hours sleep last night. It makes no sense, because usually, that gives me all the reason to be 'blah' all day, but I'm not. Hmm.. Lol, I think that's a good thing though. I don't know ( Read more... )

I just can't think of the words to describe how exactly I feel.. I know I am upset and I know who I am upset with, but I can't quite pinpoint why I'm upset. I have a general idea and I can think of some things, but I can't think of the perfect words to describe it. Maybe, if I can think of them and tell this person, they could help ease my worries ( Read more... )