I think... I think it's time. It's all a buzz up here, and things down there seem... tense. Foreboding. Dark.

I will stand with them the entire night, even if they can't see me. And while Buffy and her gang has always managed to come through, unscathed...

I just... I have a very, very bad feeling. Rupert... please, keep them safe.

Feel very good this morning. It's one of those days where the sun is shining when you wake up and everything is bright, shiny, new. It's a nice thing to wake up, and surprisingly enough, I feel okay. Which one wouldn't expect after last night's revelations, but I do. I accept the place I'm at, and the circumstances I am in ( Read more... )

I had so much fun last night. It was a bunch of the guys that I used to hang out with, when I was up in heaven for the first time. Some of them were kids I knew from New York, when I first came to the States, others were just friends of a friend. We actually went over to Washington DC, to avoid any risk of running into people in LA, and went to the ( Read more... )

Am completely bored. Prue has decided to go up to her place and spend some time alone. I'm worried, but I also trust her and understand that she needs to have some time with herself to sort out her feelings. Hopefully, this will help her- I want her to be happy more than anything ( Read more... )

Wow. That was so cool. Last night- after a fun round of Monty Pythonning, Joyce, Prue and I ended up stealing a bunch of golf carts and racing them down Mullholland Drive. It was crazy- the cops showed up, and so we let ourselves become invisible, and they freaked out! I haven't had that much fun for a long time. It was... Dude ( Read more... )

I'm sure Prue already filled you in on our escapades- well, at least some of them. I think I had the time of my life last night, and best of all? We were sober. It's nice to have fun without having to get drunk first because of the depression ( Read more... )

Mmph. I think Prue and I stayed up a little too late last night. She's still back at my place, but I'm out shopping for food and such, got stuck in horrible traffic. Such is typical here, though, but Prue really doesn't want us to go back up there ( Read more... )

Well, I was intending to rest at home after all of the craziness, read a book, sip a latte or something, maybe try to finally find Lindsey to talk to so I can go home with a clear conscience, when all of the sudden my mother and aunts appear. Apparently, they knew it was Mother's Day, too, and decided that I, Janna, should be their undead bitch to ( Read more... )

I'm not sure exactly how to start this thing. I have many amends to make to many different people, starting with some of my closest friends and their families, and then to the people who tried to help my plight as Rebecca ( Read more... )

Why... am I lying on carpeting?

In an office building?

Why is my hair red?

What the Hell is...

....

Fuck,