So i know i havent updated in a while i guess the things that have been on my mind have just been too private to write on here. but i guess it would be good to just write the things im feeling. things seem to be looking up in my life...but i dont want to base that on false hope. i dunno really whats going on with me. im really sad that i decided to ( Read more... )

you know whats funny about getting your heart broken? it doesnt happen just once. when you love someone and they don't love you anymore...every time you think about it your heart breaks all over again...how do you get rid of that? please someone tell me because i've tried everything. i've tried sleeping...but you always wake up, ive tried just ( Read more... )

so im just gonna write ( Read more... )

GOING TO TOFFINOS WITH BRITT!! YAYY! im gonna have me a big yummy cheesesteak! im finally getting my appetite back! wahooooooo!
ok tty all later
love you all
leave me comments bitches!
riss

i picture you in the sun...wondering what went wrong? and fallin down on my knees...asking for sympathy ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

late at night. i think of you. and all the things i could have done wrong. all the things i didnt do right. i dont understand why if i didnt do anything wrong...this still hurts so much. today, i thought things were getting better and then night falls and thoughts of you fill my head...the tears start to fall and they just wont stop. i dont sleep ( Read more... )

What are you subconsiously afraid of?
You fear bed sheets!
Your're strange!

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i feel so alone. i have a friend here and honestly all i want to do is be with someone else. i hate feeling so alone. i hate to go to sleep cause all i want to do is lay down with her. and cuddle. and burrow my butt (hehe) i miss you. but im starting to get to the point where i realize its over. i know this is what you need. im sorry im making it ( Read more... )

i wish i could understand this world. or why it all came crashing down on me. or why it hurts so much sometimes. why im always the one crying, while the person who hurt me is out having fun. why did i trust so much? how could i be so stupid? i dont think i believe in love anymore. love shouldnt have to hurt so much. why is it the one who gives ( Read more... )