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[jesbian07]

happy 3 months..
its been a messed up one
and i wanted to spend it with you
but you are with your friends
and you told me it was going to be special
wheres the special?
me sitting at home
while you are out with your friends?
thats soo special.
thanks

ps. new new new layout
i think its better

mankey

Comments

[claraface]

woah, love the layout
and maybe, hopefully, he's gonna suprize you

[jesbian07]

heh knowing him, he probably wont. considering he is with his friends and we both have work later. i am considering not even going to his house later after work like i always do. its been very much fun crying for the past 30 mins.

ya i saw the layout and just loved it

[claraface]

don't be down
I didn't see pete on our 3 months at all
I'm sorry that boys suck

[__charming_you]

guys are douche bags.
duh.
i love you lauren.
we'll get together
& have a girls night or something
and complain about how much better the world would be without boys.
well...
sort of.
i like mine.
ANYWAY
I'LL CALL YOU SO WE CAN HANG OUT I JUST DONT KNOW WHEN.
so you can figure that out!
:)
(had an energy drink...veryvery energized right now.)
MKKKK
♥

[klaiylleas]

Most boys don't care about anniversaries because they suck.

I'll beat him up for you if you want.

[___3rd_machine]

is there a specific background or anything that you want? just let me know so i can start on it. if you have aim my sn is: nat uhh ly or just let me know on here.

[___3rd_machine]

heh, i just read your entry and i'll just have to copy stephanie from full house
HOW RUDE!!

[jesbian07]

haha we are better now. i found out tonight after talkin to him that i have been sheltering him from his friends and i do realize that. its mainly just been me & him so we decided to take some time apart, hang out with our friends, and see how it goes.

[jesbian07]

ummm i have NO idea what i want...hahaha. i know that id want the background to be either white or blue and maybe have a borderline of black around the text..and then some kind of pic, but im not sure of what. hahah whatever you think might be good id most likely love it

[jenna_michelle]

im sure it wasnt exactly on purpose. chris is a sweet guy...even the best of guys do dumb things. ok, people in general do dumb things. im sorry youre upset...but wait and try to calm down before you talk to him ok.

[jesbian07]

yea i found out that i had been holding chris back from hanging out with his friends..like without me there. so when the opportunity came up that he could hang out with his friends without me there, he took it..even if it was on our anniversary. heh i wish that i would have read your comment BEFORE i went to his house that night. but we did talk about it and both realized that yes we do want to see eachother, but we also need to spend time with our friends by ourselves. soo we are gonna take a break from eachother for awhile. so i hope that works out :/.

[jenna_michelle]

its great you have been together for 3 months...but youll look back later and be like, "ok it was only our 3 month anniversary. no big deal." so try to look at it that way. its another day...it is something to celebrate...but if there is a problem and it happens to be him wanting to hang out with his friends by himself sometimes...then the only way to fix it, is by him doing that. the only thing i dont like is that he promised you a special day. hell probably make up for it if he knows it means that much to you.

[jesbian07]

yeaaa i totally understand. basically, the way i feel...thats the longest relationship we both have had with anyone ever! and idk i thought it was special and i know he did too but eh it just kinda hurt when he promised. i can understand hanging out with his friends..but when you promise me something, and then it doesnt happen, eh it hurts :(. but by taking a break i mean that we are going to hang out with our friends alone for awhile, not break up or anything. plus i have to work all day everyday this upcoming week so eh. lol. he'll get his friend time. lol. okay well i gotta go for fathers day! ciao! :)