i miss chris. i pierced my upper lip today. i never knew why it was called a medusa. i tore down most of my bathroom wall to dig out buckets of black mold. it was disgusting. i miss chris. i went thrifting, and got a couple new (or less than new,technically) things. i miss chris. but i'm in an okay enough mood. i guess i'll read my self to death ( Read more... )

someone out there has to know when fathers day is. if you do, leave a comment. it would be hella helpfull. thanx.

i'm feeling serene. the word fits very well so i'll say it again. serene. i just listened to me and criss song. had a great night last night. boogied down with my pals at chriss house. quality time in the hot tub...uh...topless quality time in the hot tub. fun. fun. great dreams, every night lately. last night in my dreams, i shaved my head. i woke ( Read more... )

its totally disgusting outside. the moisture and heat always makes me feel like an infection or something. does anyone else feel that way? WEIRD AL YANKOVIC IS A GENIUS!!!! seriously. he does not get the recognition he deserves. maybe the world wasn't ready for him, or something ( Read more... )

chriss' housewarming party was pretty fun. so many people crashed it. a couple people even came on a boat, and tied off to the dock to party. it was odd. i think the emo twins find there way to every party in the lee county area. maybe they have something like a bat signal, only less important because they dont fight crime. i wrote a song last ( Read more... )

tonight i go to beatniks to see coffee pot (really awesome band) play. i'm listening to sad slow music to go with my mood. i've been alone all day. i should cheer up once i get a little more social. i miss ashley to pieces. if i could, i'd smack her for being away for so long. seriously. marks been calling alot because he's stuck at home and bored ( Read more... )

I've realised that i dont feel strongly about anything anymore. i tried to deny it to myself for a long time. but it's not so bad is it? i mean, i do feel... a little bit. but it's not even a fraction of what i've had my whole life befor. maybe it's the self worship. because everyday, i get clean and dressed up all fancy and put on makeup in front ( Read more... )

well i woke up sunday mornin with no way to hold my head that didn't hurt. and the beer i had for breakfast wasn't bad, so i had one more for dessert. i stumbled through my closet, through my clothes, and found my cleanest dirty shirt. then i washed my face, and combed my hair. stumbled down the stairs to meet the day ( Read more... )

today at school i had work detail for a refferral i got for missing a detention on 4-20 (which shouldn't even count) that i got for not bringing my math book to class ONE TIME! my god! i don't think any of this deserves scrubbing crusty ass pots for hours on end, all day long! but anyhoo, it's thursday which meens open mike at beatniks, which means ( Read more... )

this weekend wasn't so great. but today should be better. i don't know if i'll ever do mushrooms again. i should have known i'm too easily freaked out. i just wanted to crawl in a hole and die yesterday, but i had to go to my birthday party my family had for me. i got about 60 bucks, which is cool. fake laughter's the worst. i slept it off, all ( Read more... )