Yeah so everybody's life is getten better, as mine is slowly deteriating. I hate it. It's always been like this for me. When is it MY turn to be happy and actually like the life I have? All of my friends lives are A LOT better than mine. My family's lives are A LOT better than mine. I hate it. I really do. Some times I wish that I could move to a ( Read more... )

Yeah so I start worken at Jack's tomorrow. Nothen much is going on here. Except that I'm really depressed. I really don't know why either. I juss feel worthless and that I just don't belong here any more. Like no one cares about me. I mean I know ppl do, but I feel like they don't. I just hate the way I've been lately. It sucks. I haven't actually ( Read more... )

Yeah so I really don't anything to say... Softball season is fixen to start so I'm excited bout that! I can't wait! I still have no life. No b/f... Which that isn't always a bad thing... But I could have one but I waited too long and he says it's my fault when it's all his b/c he's with someone else which he can change but he's not like that.. ( Read more... )

tyler was here ( Read more... )

LETTING GO ( Read more... )

How much you've changed ( Read more... )

I really don't have much to say for once... Except that I'm actually happy. I mean nothing is going great in my life but for once there really isn't anything bad happening either. So it's all good. I need a life. I really do. All I do is sit at home and I go out every once in a while. Which sucks b/c I can't stand being at home. But yeah. But when ( Read more... )

WOW! So it's actually letting me update! SHOCKER! Any ways! How come it always seems that I always tell people how I feel too late? I mean come on! I would tell them sooner if I thought I had a chance with them and when I think I do, they hae some one else. Which sucks but if it's meant to be, it will be ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Yeah so this year is pretty good so far!! I had fun last night!! I had a first last night!! It wasn't a bad one!! But yeah!! And I prolly called some one that I shouldn't have had and left a message... But it's all gravy baby!! And I'm only going on like 5 hours of sleep but it's all good! Well I'm out! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!

DECEMBER 8 2005 ( Read more... )