Well my last entry, while not entirely unfounded, was definately an over reaction. I feel a bit silly for my earlier feelings after tonight. Ceara, Jamie, Jessica, and my new girlfriend Elana took me out to the Macoronni Grill tonight for my birthday. My presents were: one new beautiful pentacle necklace from Jessica, the first volume of Ranma 1 ( Read more... )

Monday is my birthday. My friends are taking me to my favorite restaraunt. I'm excited about this. I requested that we could all dress formal for the night 'cause I thought it would be fun. Jamie said "Why?" I ignored the tone and explained my reasons. Creara said she would but Jamie looked peeved off. I was about to say something when Ceara ( Read more... )

I had a great date Monday night! I'm in a good mood. :)

Familliar sorrows are invading my heart once again. Blah, this month just has been bad for me. Maybe it's this god awful heat and the everpresent toothache (can't wait until October when I get my insurance) but I've just not been feeling well. I'm feeling ugly, unlovable, worthless... Every time I think I've triumphed over these feelins they ( Read more... )

Well another year has gone by so fast it makes my head spin. We had a great time at pride this year. The temperature was right and it was so damn cold this time. I remembered sun screen this time too so I'm not all burnt! Yay! :P The thing I notice most about pride is the extreme culture shock you get afterwards. You don't notice it right ( Read more... )

Well, everyone esle proably saw this coming a mile away but she said no. I'm more than a little dissapointed. The thing was that during the break up there were a couple of comments made to the affect of, who knows what will happen in the future... and lately I felt like I was getting big hints from Laura's friends and it seemed to me from her as ( Read more... )

Tonight I asked Laura how she felt about getting back together. I had wanted to do this the night of her party and before but it didn't feel right... ...not right at all until tonight... on the other hand she told me tonight she is dating Jody... So maybe I'm a day late and a dollar short so to speak. I am ready to move on. I've got a dozen ( Read more... )

Oh my Drifter,
A lovely treat.
Just a quitter
When lonely meet.
It's bittersweet.

written at 1:30 AM 5/21/06

So today I had a rather interesting experience to ad to my memories. I was riding on my bike home from work when all of a sudden I was hit by a car! It hurt. I'm ok though. My leg still hurts I think I may have pulled a muscle but I can walk fine and all I got were some bruises and a broken bike. The woman who hit me was driving a lexus. I ( Read more... )

Well I'm running late and getting ready to go to work. I just couldn't resist writing this morning. Today it has been two months since the break up. My life is actually pretty damn good right now all things considered. Still, there are still moments when my thoughts drift almost from their own accord back to Laura. I quit writing in here ( Read more... )