So tonight I saw a commercial for Victoria's Secret's new line of lingerie and all of a sudden I was shocked to realize that I was more interested in the bra's than I was in the cleavage of the scantily clad models! I'm not sure how to feel about that but I did find it amusing. lol :P

I hurt. Everywhere. Physically, my tooth is once again killing me. I need to see a dentist, I can actually afford it now... when did this fear of dentists develope? I don't remember it there before. But mostly my heart hurts. I'm not well and really I'm not sure what to do about it. I learned a long time ago how to act normal even when ( Read more... )

I read Laura's journal today. All I can think is, "gee, I guess valentines day is as antiquated as monogamy. What silly concepts..." I'm bitter... I shouldn't be. It's just 11 days shy of one year now but I still feel that way. I'm not sure if I should be her friend anymore. Obviously I can't handle seperating our past from our present. Yes ( Read more... )

I had the dream again tonight. It's 3am and I'm now awake and balling. I'm tired of this dream. Why won't it stop? It's only 18 days short of one year since the first time I had the dream. One year! I'm tired but now I don't want to close my eyes right now. I'm tired of crying...

I feel like total shit today. I've been sick. I don't feel sick though, at least, not that sick. I was real sick yesterday so I called into work. Today I'm like 75% better. I could go to work really I just didn't quite want to enough I guess??? I am sick... but not that sick. Where does one draw the line? On wednesday I went in even though ( Read more... )

So it's been a bit since I last posted and a few intersting things have happened. I gave and recieved a lot of cool gifts- my favorite being the eco sphere from Laura. (mwa thanks!) *hugs* I spent both Thanksgiving and Christmas split between my family and hanging with Laura. Perhaps it's a bit sad that I enjoyed Laura and her friends to my ( Read more... )

So the day started out rather uneventful. Woke up late. Went to work. Blah blah blah ( Read more... )

Once again I've been dumped. Once again I didn't see it coming. Once again I got to hear the "lets just be friends" speech... To be fair, I sort of saw it coming- that is to say, I was starting to think we might not have long term potential- but I was looking forward to tonight and expecting a night of cuddling laughing and ejoying one another's ( Read more... )

So I have a rather nice story to share. At work there is this sales manager who constantly looks over our shoulders and finds fault in all we do despite not actually being our boss. She comes up with obscure rules, or invents them out of whole cloth, to torment us with and looks for petty ways to get at us. We all cringe when she walks through ( Read more... )

She's amazing. I can steel feel the lingering trace of her lips on mine. *warm fuzzies ( Read more... )