"Our love is the size of these tumors inside us ( Read more... )

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smoking + hurricane + diet coke + cheese steak = death wish

I fucking love philadelphia right now. Its the coziest city in the whole world.

My body hurts. I need a cave to crawl into and protect me when everything is crashing down around me. Every time I try to do something good something awful happens. I tried to go to college but I cant handle it right now because of Colin being sick and my whole brain is just filled with him and how helpless I feel and just trynig to get out of ( Read more... )

Life has been coming at me really fast lately. Lots of deaths, lots of illness, lots of love. Within a few months I have dealt with the death of a beloved friend, a family member diagnosed with cancer, and the love of my life with a bizarre incureable blood disorder. In these months I feel like I have held myself together farely well. At first ( Read more... )

ok so can something good happen now?

Beer and Bluegrass.

I'm fucking finally 21!

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I seek solace in almost anything I can these days. There are a few minutes when I am coming home from work that I get to ride on the train by myself. Before I come home to this place. With this person, and these things. I think about not living like this. I think about not feeling like this all the time ( Read more... )