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Falling Till Dawn- Matty Till Dawn lol some shit
hey people went to last nights concert FUCKING YEAH!!! it was awesome as usual. Kyle Livingston was sick lol but did a great job. josh was intoxicated!! i was like omfg lil josh who in 7th grade said no i dont do drugs or smoke or drink becuase all that shit is stupid lol. yeah but people change. he smiled alot yesterday wich was kool becuase he ( Read more... ) -
It Hurts
Its hard to figure out if life is ever gonna change somdays the people around you most are so hateful they seem like theyll never change. its not why you loved them in the first place. what happened to that person? some people are just hateful and you have no choice but to around them. Like my mom, shes bitchy all the time but shes the only mom i ( Read more... ) -
Some Poems
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If, only i had the gun....
Well today sucked severly. Not really but you know how it goes. Started out i got up and coulden't go to my appointment to get my shot becuase i had no ride. So I canceled that and sat around the house until i had to walk to the stole to get some stuff. Then I sent off Lorretta's stuff and Becca and Sierra's cards. They are Amy Brown. I like them ( Read more... ) -
Updates to the past shit
ok on the 8th me and my mom went through my sisters room becuase we were looking for stuff but then we found a pipe and i thik coke or somethng was smoked in it becuase the bowl was too small to be weed but mom called lorretta and told her to get over here becuase she was staying the night over there with michelle and eric becuase ernie was there ( Read more... ) -
Another Fucking Day
Woke up taday to mom screaming at me to get up with the baby becuase he had woke up and was crying. I picked up the baby and gave him a bottle and went to bed for another 30 mins i suppose. So then i got up and got him something to eat. Peaches. mom was creaming at me becuase he didnt have pants on i told her i didnt see the point in getting him ( Read more... ) -
Reuben June Rainey
A girl i met not to long ago will be remembering her sons birthday. he was born when she was 4 months pregnant. He is a beautiful little baby. tomarrow will be really hard for me too becuase i cant imagine anyone else ever having to go through the pain i did when i lost Adrian and Julian, you sit there crying forever never thinking it will end ( Read more... ) -
so what if i tried to kill him?
ok heres something shitty: ( no i didnt try to kill nobody)ok right im sitting here thinking hmm maybe we'll see if james has updated his LJ so i go on there to be informed that he switched it to friends only lol so i write anyways and then it dont work! so then i was like fine so i add him but i have to wait for him to add me lol i guess he didnt ( Read more... ) -
Well Today Was Exciting
well woke up today and then got dressed and that stuff. Michael went to go get burger king for us becuase there was nothing in the house to eat so we had woppers. Well after that mom woke up so i went back to sleep.waited until she left and then woke back up. She might bitch becuase im asleep everytime she sees me but she can't fight with me like ( Read more... )