**this entry is also posted in the new journal, but i felt it important to post it here as well ( Read more... )

i'm back. but moving. i have a new account. you can find me at 0pheliaimmortal. i have too much going on in my life, and very deeply need to be back here letting my crazy thoughts pour out. if you remember and still care, add my new lj.

so um, yeah. things have changed bunches since my last entry.

my dear sexyangel1442 pointed out to me when she called shortly after said entry that i failed to mention i was sort of seeing a guy. so here that is. i was seeing a guy. jon. and now i am not ( Read more... )

yes, i now have quasi-scientific proof that i was born under a bad sign: pisces. oh, i quite enjoy being a fish, don't get me wrong. the dreamy, airy-fairy way that i have about me, being one of the few left who believe in true love (yes, it's out there damnit [janet] and i will someday find it!), the sensitives of the zodiac. but really, let's ( Read more... )

i got an apartment. move in next weekend. expect to have computer/internet by this summer. :) school sucks. too many outside forces stressing me out, insomnia kicking in and college sucking. it's just too easy to not get up an hour after you've gone to bed and skip class. but hopefully that will all change once i am away from my mother and ( Read more... )

um, hi. so it's been a mucho long time. and i'm not sure waht to say right now. but we'll leave it hi. feel free to say hi back. damn, i need to get internet.

so things seem to going better. or so i think. that could change within a couple seconds knowing how i've been doing. i almost feel like i am on a roller coaster. heh. i haven't called him at all this weekend. figured he needed time to himself. espically since he hasn't had an entire weekend to himself without me for god knws how long. ( Read more... )

so all last nite i had a wunderbar deep sleep. yeah, that's nice, i needed it. but i could have done without the nitemares and endless string of bad dreams. the worst thing of all is that they are things that all could come to pass. i'm used to bad dreams where you wake up and find that the world as you know it is still in existance - birds ( Read more... )

ok, so i know my updating skills are still lacking despite my wanting to make an honest effort as i so stated in my last update. please please deal with me here ( Read more... )

i am hoping that none of you have forgotten about me or thought that i fell off the face of the earth. i've been rather busy and the boy's internet is down so no more abusing that - it's back to the library for me. anyway, this is just a quick hello to let you know i am here - i've been thinking about ALL of you a lot in the recent weeks. so now ( Read more... )