WHY IS IT ALWAYS MY FAULT. i obviously did something and i feel scared. i feel like i'm going to pass out. i am yet again not worthy and fucked up and i don't know what to do cause i don't know why it's going on.

i miss austin damn it :-\

but i'm fucking alone again

EVERYONE ADD comfortingxlieTO THEY'RE FRIENDS LIST!!!!!! lynzi's my super cool friend who i am going to chill with this weekend :-) i met her in band like the first day of freshman yearr and she's super nice! :-D i'm helping her set up her livejournal ( Read more... )

krissy got her sweet 16 pictures! haha. ehh i look okay, i still think my legs look kinda big there but err oh well. krissy's so pretty :-) she has alot more at her LJ _paperdoll so go check them out, alright?

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my mom is a bitch, she's a bitch, she's a stupid dumb bitch, she's the stupidest dumb bitch that you ever did see ( Read more... )

went to the beach yetserday.we had lots of fun... it was when i came home the day was ruined. first... macy ate my 80$ yearbook... then my mom said when she was in the parking lot today and my kindergarden teacher screamed at her saying i look disgusting. screamed with my moms best friend, another teacher there, she's screaming at her. what a ( Read more... )

i made a new layout... haha i'm cool. liz phair, old picture i've had for a while. i like this better :-)

i did jack shit today. ahh this morning i made bracelets and i talked to mom about _paperdoll coming down so hopefully we shal get this started.

i'm feeling rather alone. i don't know why just very err nothingness. i want to talk to austin or krissy :-

people can be so aggervating some times. i know it's only because people care but i hate when people... people as in my own friends follow me to the bathroom... and then try to make it as non-challent and unplanned as possible *only washing my hands*... right... i know it's because they care but god leave me the fuck alone... in all bitter honesty ( Read more... )

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i got one of thoes lovely xanga journals cause i'm cool like that. everyone in school has one and i wanted to be hip. lmao i'm really odd. anywho if you have one add meeee! okay? my user name = summernightxdream

http://www.xanga.com/summernightxdream

frankly, i'm quite bored, but i'm hesitant to walk outside, too tired and i have work tomorrow. emily wants me to come over... *dies* i might not make it there. ughhh want to sleep damn it. if i'm going to make my way out the door i want to see austin though :-\ i miss him and it's only monday... tra la la ( Read more... )