This is a cry for help. I've been crying for the past 2 days almost nonstop. In December I lost my mother to a short bout with cancer. Then I miss my dear friend kittyfosterami, whom I haven't heard from in a year. Two nights ago I had a dream where mom, Ami, and I were in a dream, and the dream put me in a dark place, because it made me realize that mom & Ami ( Read more... )

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I don't know how, but...

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Obviously now I am not in my right mind. I'm trying to post my thoughts, but right now my thoughts are so clouded up I don't know where to start. Realizing some things I wish I did not have to. I'm afraid of their consequences.

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I tried to go to work Sunday, but it just wasn't meant to be...at least the working part.  Before I left to go to work I noticed my hands shaking uncontrollably.  When I got to work, I was extremely dizzy, sweating, short of breath, and with minor pains in the chest.  I clocked in, only to return to the break room, trying to get it together.  I ( Read more... )

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You know you're in Ohio when you get 5+ inches of snow, and it's all gone in less than 2 days

I guess I haven't posted anything personal here in years. Since I started this up again, I might as well.

A quick recap: I'm now an uncle of 7...My sister gave birth to Mia.  She's a miracle child: if it weren't for her my sister would have not found out about a severe case of uterian cancer.   Also, last I talked about me I was unemployed, after ( Read more... )