if someone like him can not like himself i can never like myself.

-jillian

"Things are either up or down.sad bastard sensitive artist nights or moments spent reveling in wonderment,never in between".- Christopher Guitierrez

i just honestly feel that everyone else is so much more worth it than me. they are so much better. i dont know why. but i just really think i am invisible. nothing.

-jillian

repeat after me: I will not fall back into old habbits.

-jillian

Edit: I did...

oh hi. i'm 21 today.

-jillian

it used to be the reason i breathed but now its choking me up.

one day i will get to do this and not worry about having a day job that i hate.

JillianBrowning.com

book a job. critique the hell out of it. something.

-jillian

i've got soul working for me half the time.

-jillian

this story's going somewhere...

i hope.

-jillian

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im not an attention snob at all. ever. i dont get offended easily. ever ( Read more... )

recently ive had some sort of crazy desire to feel real heart break. i dont know why. its kind of weird. i havnt been wishing for what ive normally been wishing for on 11:11. i actually havnt been wishing anything at all. but i have been doing something that i find odd. whenever i go out somewhere and i see a person (at a restaurant, at school, ( Read more... )