its a very interesting situation im working with right now. i spent pretty much my entire day with him and i dont know if ive ever felt this way about a boy. and not even in the way you think ( Read more... )

got a response via facebook

Don't be upset about it. You are a human being that has feelings and attractions just like everyone else. You are an amazing person who deserves what it is that you want to have out of life. You have no idea what you mean to me and all of your friends. There are many nights that I could not have slept unless I told ( Read more... )

i may or may not have sent a text message to derrick telling him that i like him? among other things that i dont want to think about ( Read more... )

i talked to you on the pone tonight for what? an hour and a half? just you and me. you make me laugh. you make me happy. you also depress the shit out of me all at the same time ( Read more... )

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/JillianBrowning

fuck you for being nice, funny, and cute. and fuck you for getting me sick.

-jillian

I saw you tonight and it didn't really bother me as much as one would think. I mean if I think about it I'm still a bit mad but not so much. I just really wish he never would have said anything because whether he realizes it or not, he fucked me up for a long time ( Read more... )

i am going to just let myself do it. im gonna be handsy and whatever. im gonna make jokes about how i like his body. im gonna make jokes about us being married. im just gonna. im gonna have fun. fuck it ( Read more... )

I want to be cute like zooey deschanel.

-jillian

*sigh* I like him again... mostly because I think I see a lot of myself in him ( Read more... )