Why do my passions always end up making me feel so isolated ( Read more... )

Last weekend, I went on my first "first date" in over five years.

( Click. You know you want to. All the cool kids are doing it. PEER PRESSURE. )

Someone I know (you know who you are) once linked me to a youtube video and said that to her, the ideal relationship would inspire the lyrics in the song in the video. The lyrics were the ideal love to her.

( I've found a portion of a song which does that for me. )

( I'm tired of hurting people. )

She met a boy who claimed ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder just what will happen in this life to make it all worth it. Life seems so empty and meaningless. All the tears I shed that the subjects will never see; all the passion and gratitude that go into my actions in relationships; the strength and weight of every emotion I feel; the unseen grief of loss and lingering emotions from ( Read more... )

Someone recently saw my post on Facebook about "the best weekend of my life", thanking Debbie for it, and asked what that weekend was. I explained who Debbie was and that the weekend was our first time meeting, but was asked for more detail. I just finished spending an hour and a half writing an e-mail detailing most of how it went. I remember ( Read more... )

Deliciously Down
by Cree Summer

( Deliciously Down )

( Conversation with Rachael and realizations thereafter. )

Helen and I resolved most of our differences yesterday. Unfortunately, things were left on a sour note and that note has become more sour since, and it appears that's how it'll stay -- though that's probably just me overreacting in my usual fashion. Regardless, it would appear the Helen age is over and I might finally heal ( Read more... )