( Jesse being emo again. )

So I've found another song that seems to speak for me. Minus the very first line. Whee.

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I'll Be Mellow Whem I'm Dead
by "Weird Al" YankovicI don't care about your karma ( Read more... )

Most of you who know me well have already been made aware of (or personally met) my girlfriend, Helen (Each letter is a seperate link!), but quite possibly not all of you. This entry is intended as a means of both documenting my feelings at the moment (as are most of my entries) and enlightening those not In The Know.

( Helen-y Things )

I recently discovered this song and the lyrics sound very much like things I'd say. It's one of the sweetest songs I've ever heard, climaxing with the moment the last lyric hits.

Over the Waterfalls
by Helen TrevillionWe're not perfect ( Read more... )

When some people have bad dreams, they wake up screaming or tense.  I apparently wake up moody and nearly crying.  Go figure.

Stolen from project_noah because she's just as lame as I am. If not more ( Read more... )

I can't think of any other time in recent history that jealousy has brought me close to tears, especially almost immediately. I guess I was right in asserting that I need to put less emotion into things. Fuck.

I think I need to stop opening up to people emotionally. Nearly every time ends in hurt on my part and disinterest on theirs. Abandonment issues and vulnerability to not go well together. I'm tired of failure ( Read more... )

I believe I've finally reached the point with the Debbie breakup that the hurt is no longer there.

( closure )

My brother's friend, Christy, came over tonight and an...interesting conversation between Bill, Christy, and me occurred. I decided after the fact to e-mail Christy...though I apparently have an outdated address, so it never got through.

I'm putting it here so that anyone willing and/or able to help me can. Please read.

( future )