Life has been tough. Jim and I are still together, but my family has disowned me. I did something dishonest, I used my father's information to obtain credit card accounts and now I can't pay for them. I cam forward and told the truth but my mother was totally disgusted. I feel so bad about this and can only hope she forgives me. If there was ( Read more... )

Well I am still with Jim. I am trying to get out of this relationship so bad, but I just don't want to hurt him. I don't think he can take it. We are moving down to Branford next week, my home town. I'm hoping that by being in familiar surroundings I will be stronger. Maybe things will change, I'm not sure. I'm just so afraid of him and ( Read more... )

I'm ok, but still stuck in this relationship and don't know how to get out. I hate to hurt someone. We talked and he mostly stopped asking me to do everything for him, but there are still other things that really get to me. First, he is agoraphobic and is very afraid to leave the house. Second, he is bi polar, like me. Two bi polar people can't ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've posted. I met someone back in August and we moved in together in September. Unfortunately he has been mentally abusive to me. I feel trapped and I am not allowed to leave the house or speak to any friends. The only time I leave is to go grocery shopping or to get other things he needs. He handles all the ( Read more... )

Just a quick update. I met someone. I had actually met him when I first moved back, but was scared of falling too deep. Well we have moved in together. We are very happy. His name is Jimbo too! He's so good to me and I can honestly say I love him dearly ( Read more... )

I guess I will never learn. I screwed up again. My quick relationship has died just as fast as it started. I know that things were moving way to quickly. BUT, I did some stupid things that didn't help either. I lied about going to some places. For one, I went to the adult video arcade, and to the adult theater. My question to myself is why? ( Read more... )

My week was truly amazing. I really did not expect to meet Hendric, but I did. I don't know what the future holds, but I hope he is going to be a part of my life for a long long time. I love his laugh, his smile, and his self confidence. I love spending time with him. The time flies so fast when I'm with him. It seems almost as soon as I see ( Read more... )

With everything going on withe me I totally forgot to wish the Happiest Birthday to my friend Gary. Garebear to the users on livejournal. Hope your birthday was a good one Gary!

I met Hendric through a personal ad I had posted. We emailed back and forth a couple of times. During one of those times he gave me his My Space site. I chatted with him online and then we talked. It seems we both LOVE Harry Potter. I hadn't seen the newest movie so we decided to go see the movie. We held hands through the movie. Afterwards we ( Read more... )

More later, going on our 2nd date tonight. Last night was the 1st.