No one reads this any more so here's a confession. 4 years it's been since I last saw my best friend Kim. 4 years since the last time I ever saw the only woman I've ever loved. 4 years since I realized she is the most disrespecting selfish person ever. 4 years, and I'm still as much in love with her today as when I last saw her ( Read more... )

Hello....any one out there? Is this what Nuclear Holocaust feels like?

7 months ago with this girl she told me about a perfect weekend getaway that the two of us could take together. It would be at a bed & breakfast in any quaint Americana town. This town would be straight out of a John Mellancamp song. It would have a Main Street with Antique stores, thrift stores, and record stores. In addition to that it would ( Read more... )

Well, I've finally hit the wall. Metaphorically speaking of course. Remember that post I did a month or so ago about someone that was supposed to be my best friend who thought it would be so much better to be embarressed by me instead? Well, all because she was ashamed of me, for no good reason, I've been depressed. Like really fucking hung up ( Read more... )

This depression thing sure aint fun. I wish I could say I'm an optimist and that I'll get out of it, but I don't see that happening.

So here it is. Something that I need to get off my chest and seeing as how writing sometimes works and I'm pretty sure people don't even remember what Livejournal is anymore, I decided to use this forum ( Read more... )

I'm thinking of buying myself a flat screen LCD tv for my bedroom. There's about a hundred to a hundred and fifty price difference between a 40 inch and a 42 inch screen tv. My question is, does that two inches really matter?

I never got around to fixing my virus problem on my laptop as no one i know has windows xp.  I'm sure i could call Toshiba (the people who made my laptop) and explain the situation and prove my purchase of their product, but that would require actual work.  I could take it to Best Buy for installation, but I'm not that stupid.  Instead, I'm going ( Read more... )

Does any one have some Windows reinstallation disks I can borrow?

Five songs that i want played at my funeral ( Read more... )