I have planted my flag of white unceremoniously upon the ground. I have come to the sad realization that I cannot keep doing this, not all of this anyway. Something has to give; there are simply just not enough hours in the day. What is worst is the thing to give is school, something that I truly enjoy. I will do an assignment; I will turn ( Read more... )

So life is getting to be to much again. I just want everything to stop for a day. I don't want to worry or to get upset or mad for one day, but thats not going to happen. Peace and quite for me is just too much to ask I guess. I'm sure most of you know by now I spent my spring break at the hospital with Sean, being the stubborn boy that he is, he ( Read more... )

Mom is coming over tomorrow so that she can have dinner with Sean and I at the new apartment. It is her birthday today and we are going to have a party for her. The thing that I'm scared about is that she is going to meet Riley. I know she is going to flip, she is going to think I am wasting my life all over again. She is going to think the place I ( Read more... )

So everything is still wonderful at the new apartment. It has been two weeks and I love it. We took Riley on a mini roadtrip up to Jacksonville to see her grandpa, Sean's dad. He is up there for work and missed her, he birthday, her first steps and a lot more. We drove up on Saturday and came back Sunday afternoon. It was a lot of fun. She did ( Read more... )

In loving memory ( Read more... )

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I'm so excited ( Read more... )

Mom knows I am moving out. I spent the night at Sean's house. Not because I was drunk or even too tired to come home, simply because I love sleeping in the same bed with him and waking up next to him. he cooked me an awesome breakfast, he even made a cute little face out of it. And then I had to come home and mom tells me this is unacceptable and ( Read more... )

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I can't wait, I am so excited. Sean and I are going to turn in our application in the next three days. I kind of want it to be today but I'm not sure he will get off of work in time. If they accept us, which I am sure they will, we will move into the place around the first of the month ( Read more... )