what would it take to drown these hands..eyes watchin like victims hit by societys left hook..watch the steet lights while we rob u blind..i perfer to stare at the sky..in the middle of black and blue i find the little part of space i wanna be buried..underneath the tail of a shootin star..il lay and make wish after wish..today i was worth a hello ( Read more... )

tape recorded messages remind me of what i should have been thinkin..maps drawn out on napkins help me remember where to go..yet at a stand still i look in circles and cant seem to place my finger on where exactly i am..will the light of day help me find a way outta this maze..i wonder as i hide in darknest..only comin out when the saftey of nite ( Read more... )

take a step..be carful to fall to fall..too low to trip..to close for any pain..take a step..one foot in the distance..always follows behind..take another full step..i walk with uncertainty..we walk with doubt..i walk with shame..take another closer step..close enuff to see me..not close enuff to feel..not close enuff to touch..but just enuff space ( Read more... )

lookin glass..ohh look whos glass..take a drink..a shoot of i think..memories not mine..lost in a haze of bass and drum..take a drink..take a sip..let the yesterday take back seat..and tomorrow become a river of lets not make it..dryed up and left to live..4 left turns and a pause at the light gets me right back to where i begain to end.

take a step..be carful to fall to fall..too low to trip..to close for any pain..take a step..one foot in the distance..always follows behind..take another full step..i walk with uncertainty..we walk with doubt..i walk with shame..take another closer step..close enuff to see me..not close enuff to feel..not close enuff to touch..but just enuff space ( Read more... )

right now..iv had my xbox..and xbox 360 at the foot of my bed..the controllers and remote to the tv at the side of my bed..my laptop sits at arms lenght on top of a box filled with all my other game systems and video games..i wake up grab my laptop..check if anyone had osmthin to say to me..roll to my side grab a controller and go back to playin ( Read more... )

the age of victim comes to a close..the child lays on the floor dead..blunt force to the head..reality takes another swing..the why me gets forced down with a mouthful of alcohol..till all thats left is why not..a blanket heavy with burdens of what felt right at the time..i toss and turn tryin to find comfert in my bed of nails..let the poison ( Read more... )

blood rings dancin in the sky..i take another drag..these were some of the happiest times of my life..smoke stains and walls made of ghosts..the skeletons play dead in the closet and yer secrets are no longer safe..i took yer promise ring and wore it like a fuckin trophy..a badge of shame i use its pin to pick away at the scabs coverin my heart.. ( Read more... )

lights out in a bright room..i stare at the sun..i scratch another line on the wall..too many to count..it appears as if the walls become one big line..each scratch..each line..another day?..one more sin..only time will tell..when i take my place on stage..so god..howd i do...a light goes out in a dark room..did anyone notice..could anyone see..a ( Read more... )

im losin the want to talk about shit..i keept things to myself and talk about random bullshit like im use to..its great..heh..the lonliness has disappered..and im surrounded by people..its nice..i have spent alot of time on the spin cycle..time to dry out and sit it on the shelf..no more noise..just little reminders every once in a while..mostly if ( Read more... )