so i thought everything was all cool and the gang with the recent break up ( Read more... )

I did it. Yesterday, I broke up with her. It was probably the most perfect break up I could have ever imagined. It was a beautiful day. We had lunch on the beach, and then I told her I couldn't date her anymore. She agreed that this has been a long time coming, and something is not working, but of course doesn't really want it to end. We cuddled, ( Read more... )

I have a lunch date with elena tomorrow afternoon. I'm going to break up with her then. I've decided. It's a done deal. I feel so amazingly wonderful about my clear headed decision. I'm not mad, in fact...I of course still really like her. I will always be attracted to her, but I can no longer deal with dating her. I think I have rehearsed what I'm ( Read more... )

elena told me this weekend that she feels like I "put pressure on her to have sex". And when I "put on the pressure"....she doesnt want to have sex anymore. How lame do i think this is? Extremely. (I mean, really...life is so rough. a hot 24 year old wants to have sex with you all the time, you're 40, time is running out. what is the hold up ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I had lunch with my boss. Besides it being kinda awkward...there was some good news ( Read more... )

I have been in the foulest of moods for the past 3 days. And as you all know, I'm not one to be in a foul mood for long periods of time ( Read more... )

Ok, tell me here if I'm crazy ( Read more... )

I'm so excited that I'm getting a promotion and a raise soon, I can hardly contain myself ( Read more... )

Tonight I start my first gymnastics class. Wahoo!! For the next 3 months, I will be doing this class twice a week, for 2 hours each time. I'm going to be sore as a mo-fo tomorrow. And then sore again on Tuesday morning, and then again next Friday morning...for quite some time I'm sure, until I get my strength back up. I'm pretty excited, but also ( Read more... )

So, Uh...things with older lady are not done. big surprise, i know. we had a long making up conversation, in which she basically expressed just how hurt she was that I want to date other people. i'm so confused. we figured out that we don't necessarily have an "age gap" problem...we are just coming from two completely opposite sides of the universe ( Read more... )