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IOno what to do anymore. It seems like all i do is skrew up. I didnt even do anything anymore and i get hated on. IM tired of it. Sometimes i dont even feel wanted. I cant do anything and when i do i have to tell her everything. Yet i try to talk to her about things and all she does is push me away and tell me to stay out of her business. All i ( Read more... )

This was suppost to be a good day. It is turning out really really bad. First thing meagon and i go to arbys and im tryin to drive and she just hands me my sandwich and im tryin to open it and drive on the highway. Almost get in an accident and she still dont help me with it. Then eventually all the food is thrown all over the car and out the ( Read more... )

Well I have went through alot of shit lately and sometimes i just want to give up. I cant give up on love. I have been with her for almost a year and everything always ends up ok. I mean we have our fights but we both give in and make up in the best way. I would be lost without her. She is my rock and i will never let go of her. I mean i say im ( Read more... )

Well yesturday i didnt want to work cause i hate my job. It use to be ok but now that meagon and i fight alot i hate it. I only went there to be with her and since im not with her and we fight cause i annoy her i dont like it. I wish everything was ok. I went home and talked to donna awhile and then i talked to this girl amy. I only did it cause i ( Read more... )

Well yesturday i didnt have to work. I worked till about 5. I figured i didnt want to waste the gas or put more miles on the car so i just stuck around till it was time to leave. After i clocked out i got dressed and moved the car. I went back to go on break with will and lisa. I talked to lisa most cause will just sat there and watched. After that ( Read more... )

I dont want to move out i just want everything to be ok. I just feel like she dont want me here and that she would have more fun if it was just her. She tells me that i have changed but it was her that has. I never thought she would treat me like this. I dont know. I just want to know how she feels about me and if she wants me here. Arg. =/ God i ( Read more... )

I dont understand. I try so hard all the time and it gets me no where. I guess she is mad this time because donna told her i let her read all of the letters she wrote to me. Which i didnt. I let her read one that said i cant believe its 10 months down the drain. I fucking love you. Thats all i let her read. Unless she was reading over my shoulder. ( Read more... )

IM so tired of this. Everything seemed to be fine. We would talk and stuff and now its nothing. She wanted me to go to the store to get her ruberbands and i did cause she didnt want to go. But now she can go get a comb. She wants to give all her gave stuff away after we just got it all for her. Whatever u wanna do do it then. IM so tired of being ( Read more... )

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