wow, so christina (i wrote about her a while ago on october 30th) and i are together still. we had a lil rockyness around christmas but that only lasted a week. my life is so much more than wonderful, and i have to mention that i never thought i could find a love that was the same again. i found one that is better actually. her mom loves me, my mom ( Read more... )

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its that time, im back. i have a new job. i got my truck back, and it is straight up awesome. i love it so much. it is the only love i have left. christina, this gurl, is amazingly beautiful and i dont want a girlfriend at all right now, but if its her that is a completely different story. ive got friends that are doing good, and some doing bad. i ( Read more... )

well, its been a while and i dont know what to do. i want to pick the phone up but i refuse to. i want to do something but im too stubborn with too much pride. im talking to cayla though so that makes me happy. i dunno. i dont have any lyrics for today, i dont really care to look for them. im pathetic arent i? wow, there it is, thats the song ( Read more... )

i had a good time last night. justin, frandsen, and i all went down to southern polytech and hung out with bryce and chris' bro. what fun. we went to another friends appartment down there and had a great time. i held a certain gun that ive never seen or held before. it was amazing. i heard this new group, well the group isnt new, but i just heard ( Read more... )

when does it end? when can you finally say "i dont care anymore"? i want to talk to her. i told her id leave her alone, not that i didnt want to interact, but you always take it the way you can use it best. i dont know. i thought we had fun until the end. apparently not. i had fun with her the whole time, just that chris was kinda pissed at me so ( Read more... )

my night last night was really good until the end. i hung out with a bunch of friends and had a good time. we listened to music, drank, messed around on the guitar. it was fun. then at the end of the night my "brother" and i got into another fight. i decided before he hit me that i would show him how full of shit he is and how much of an asshole he ( Read more... )

i saw you again yesterday. why does it make my afternoon better to see you? my weekend was okay. i had some fun. i go to a cardiologist today. i stayed up late talking to you and ur friend last night. that was gud. i got kinda trashed waiting for my friend to get back from the hos house. why did he go to see her. why does he like tell me one thing ( Read more... )

i talked to her until 11:30 last night. i havent slept well in a while, but i did last night. i had a good day today. im prolly gunna go work out with justin in a lil bit. i hope she comes to see me tonight and i dont even know why. it would prolly make more sense for me to say i hope ashley comes up there but why would she... i dont get this shit ( Read more... )

okay, yay... not. well, my friend almost got in a fight yesterday with these two guys in the locker room but it didnt happen, they are hardcore talkers. then today one of the kids came in the weight room while we were in there and they had a bench-off. my friend whoooooped his ass. it was great. the 10000 fists album from disturbed is out now. cant ( Read more... )