I never knew that you could actually feel your heart break.

I thought it was just an expression.

Serves me right for being an idiot.

It's the topic on that everyone talks about at least once a day. It has become a lifestyle, if you will. I'll admit, I am a Myspace addict. Hell, I even took the damn quiz and found out I'm 48% an addict. But now..... mine is gone.

This is not because I wanted to break the habit or anything. Someone else deleted it. I know, some of you are thinking ( Read more... )

I relized I'm one of those people who get bored with life really easily.

Now that everything is wonderful and all settling down, I feel like I need to change something.

It depresses me. There's nothing to change.

I like my job. I have a great roommate. I'm in love.

What the hell is wrong with me?

In nine months I'll be living in Oakville, On, CAN.

omg I can't wait.

(for those of you who don't know, that's 20 minutes away from Toronto)

Started my new job yesterday.

I enjoyed it.

Weird.

I've been in one of those moods were I really miss some people. I think it might be because I've been hanging out with the same few so often. Not that that's a bad thing. It's just, like I said, I miss people.

I've decided to change my life up a bit.

Yea, I quit my job. I should be working at the YMCA in a few weeks. This means I will be making half as mjuch as I did and getting half the hours. I'm really happy and I can't really explain why. I guess moving out will be put on hold until I figure out my expenses. I think my mom is happy, but my dad's a ( Read more... )

Everything feels like it's a blur right now. I have no clue how I'm feeling about anything. Right now I want so many things I can't have.

Why?? Why do I want them? Why can't I have them? Good question. It's one of those unanswerable ones too. I hate it. I want to curl up and...... hide. What am I hiding from? Myself? I don't know. I don't know ( Read more... )

So back at home it's about 1 in the morning. Here in the Phills, it's 5 in the evening. Kinda crazy. The jet lag isn't that bad. I'm happy about that ( Read more... )

Only one more week untill I'm off over to the P.I. I'm very excited. I can't believe it's finally here. Yay for me seeing Angelo!

In other news, I've been hanging out with Kailyn a lot, and now, Lindsey too. It's been a lot of fun. The only thing is, I'm starting to get back into "things" I have'nt done in quite some time. I'd forgotten how much ( Read more... )

Once upon a time I told someone that if I wanted a guy bad enough, even though I was pesimistic about the whole consept, I would get him.

I love it when I'm right.